why I always feel that the people who I talk to and care about and even love, hate me ? like they don't want me here...an I end up ghosting them and maintaining distance.... someone I used to have a crush on and we were good friends told me about this habit of mine.... 

Same here. I also doubt myself a lot. I don't know the solution. 

How about you talk to them and explain your situation. 

Frustration

In a relationship 
Its real to kiss, and have sex
But thinking about only initimacy
Can never be a relationship goal
In a pure love 
You never know when you kissed
A kiss on hand and forehead is enough
But a relationship focussed on physical benefit
Would look for opportunities
To plan for kiss and 
decide how they can book oyo room
Both type of relationship is okay
But these both things can not go together.

3am Thoughts

I tried trading for the first time invested some amount seeing telgrn channels and lost 5k. Sad day 😭. If anyone can give me tips please tell me 

Money Problems

I love some one but never told him. I think he too love me. But never told me . I'm the one who msg always and he replies that too after 5 _ 6 hrs. He never take action not even initiated a msg. Don't know what to do?

Relationships

She would talk to me only when she feels like talking to me.

She would treat me good if everything is going good in her life!

She would never call me first!

She would use me for her little problems.

She would treat me like shit when she’s having a bad day!

Whereas I would keep her on my top priority, even I’m going through shit in my life I’d be there for her!!

I don’t know how people could be so mean! 

I’ve been mentally and emotionally tortured!

Breakup

Feels good to be backkkk

Affirmations

After family get together, I always feel insecure and low after meeting them cuz all my cousins are doing so good having goals in life, all are having very good job and very much independent. And on other hand its me who dose not even have proper job, currently where im working i am not happy with job and its so hard to get another job this days.

I never feel this insecure when im alone or when i spend time with myself thats why i avoid meeting relatives. but when i dont meet them my parents yell at me saying why i dont meet them or talk with them.

Insecurity

It's been a over a month now.. i still miss her but i don't want myself to be with her anymore.. she moved on pretty quickly i still want to txt her tell her i still love you don't do this to me.. but this time i kind of know that she knows everything she just doesn't care 

At this point i think it breaks me more it hurts me more seeing her with someone else giving all that love and care to somebody else for which i had to beg .. i don't hate her i never did i never will .. but i surely hate the way she was with me

It's her birthday next month i was planning to make it special for her from a very long time i still do ..but it's like a part of me knows she never cared although she knew everything and this won't change a thing 

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