to vicfreed who hurted and traumatized me with his lies and manipulation, i know itβs harder for me to heal especially that you never apologized to what you did, i never begged you for it anyways bc i think that apology should come out naturally from a person who is aware of his mistakes, and you not apologizing says a lot of how you never felt any guilt with what youβve done and i guess thatβs the reason why healing for me is so hard bc you never apologized about it. sometimes i think you intended not to bc thatβs how despicable of a person you are, youβd prefer to make the person you hurted suffer too, but i wonβt, i can heal without your half-baked apology. i know i will and that is the greatest revenge iβll settle on. to heal. good luck on your miserable life, good luck on looking for love you couldnβt find from yourself so you try to look for it and take some from every girl that you meet so theyβll absorb your misery in lack of self-love. in the end, youβre the one who should be pitied on and not me, bc iβll come out stronger after i healed while youβre still your miserable manipulative liar self who couldnβt love himself and thatβs worse than not being loved by anyone at all. good luck.