so I am 18, and I am residing in my school hostel. My model exams are going on, and NEET is on the way. I am experiencing rapid and fluctuating mood swings, constant non-stopping nervous laughing, I have no idea for what purpose I laugh and I have never laughed so much like this before, it’s so damn weird and my friends are frightened by my state of mood. Practicals are near, and I am lost somewhere. I am trying a lot to recover and come back to my normal state, yes I do have a wounded past, a heart full of scars but I did know how to handle it when I lived those past times. two-three days before our Principal’s mother passed away, I was so emotional about that, I did request to accompany by a few ppl who went to the funeral service, I still don’t understand why did I chose to go and attend the funeral service of a person whom I don’t even know. I want to dedicate my whole life to studying but this is what is going around, my roommate knows well that I am full like weather, full of changes (seconds-seconds). I need help to be NORMAL, my emotions are interfering with my academics and it’s not helping me plus I am so emotionally insecure, anytime I am ready to open up to anyone who tries to comfort me a little. I wasn’t like this, I did know how to keep my personal life personal and private.
I get u but I think u just need to relax and go with the flow type
yeah, just relax and go with the flow, trying… thanks for hearing me out.
