"Paper stuff"

Aren't the fishes lost in the sea?
Isn't everything the same under the water?
I'll probably lose myself under it,
I feel already lost through all these paper buildings
They are all the same
Same buildings,
Same people made of chip paper
Without any imagination
They go through life
Like it's an easy game to play
Basic dreams and no form,
Only appearance.
Instead I'm an origami that doesn't know her shape yet.

@cori.spoetry

Confusion

There's a horrible feeling in my chest whenever something goes wrong. I always used to keep it in, not telling anyone because I hate showing anyone I'm vulnerable. My mom is supportive but I hate that she has to be strong even if it might devastate her. I feel almost always on edge, stressed, anxious, angry at myself for not being good enough. I always question if I deserve anything or anyone's support. I always compare myself to others, hating on myself. I cry it out and it gets better for a while, but that feeling never goes away. I think I need help, but don't know whats wrong with me. 

Stress

I feel overwhelmed. Feel like I'm going to explode any second now, I'm seeing my other self in my head swaying underwater just beneath my bed, yikes.

Frustration

Who you like? 
(I love taylor) 

Music

Idk how am feeling rn , I feel as if my life has no purpose, and idc tbh like I beat myself up every damn minute for it , saying things like why aren't you doing this why aren't you studying why aren't you working out why aren't you doing your to do list why didn't you shower today why didn't you go for a run this morning, I just don't do anything at all the whole day and then just sit and ask myself why I didn't, ik it's stupid and many of yall will just ask me to get up and go do it all or do one thing at a time but I just don't care enough ig , am done with life at this point, I don't feel like i belong here and I don't feel like doing anything and feel as if am the worst person on planet earth for all the bad things I have done in my past and for the fact that I just sit at home having chips and soda for lunch dinner and snacks and play games and watch reels and do absolutely nothing... 
Hating the way I look everytime I look in the mirror, knowing damn well what I can do to look better but not doing it.. idk what's wrong with me at this point and no matter how many people here just tell me or scream thier throats out , i can't care less... Sorry if this sounds rude but whenever someone says something good to me I just have no reaction and i just don't care about it , those words just don't matter idk why 
I wanna change but I don't feel like it and just feel like killing myself:)

Failure

S, I’d like to confirm some art related matters with you in mandarin. Are you here or on teleg?

3am Thoughts

I felt so much that I started to feel nothing….

Life

**Stuck**

Stuck in my own imaginary world. I know this world is not a wonderland, but i still want to wander meet people atleast try to make a small change in this world. Because every thing counts.

Happy

I feel guilty about wasting time and the end up more time thinking about the time i wasted!.. Frustration!

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