Met my bf after few day.. We were having some misunderstanding and fights going but it was just for matter of time but used to happen every day and today I met him cried in his arms🥺 hugged soo tight 🥺🥺 and he sang a song to me and was holding me so tight I wish we both never leave each other I just want to hold him like forever and ever 🥺🥺

❤️ looks like u both really love each other!

Boyfriend

Somtimes they need to speak to remain  u again that u are nothing. The life for me is a curse. People are another curse. And my stupid maind is the theird curse. God gave me a life, but that life means nothing. That life is the curse and hell its self. Why would god give me a brain just to think I am trash?

Adulting

I'm scared to face tomorrow.
I'm leaving a toxic relationship.
A relationship which broke many bond of friendship.
And tomorrow I'm going to face my friends who are a complete strangers to me now.
I'm going to sort things out.
I don't know whether I'll get them back or not..
And the man, to whom I devoted my two and half month will be there too.

Acquaintance

I thought i was sad cauz of my breakup and all i wanted was a girlfriend. Idk why I started using this app,( i never used to look for a girl). I realised,what i wanted was someone just to talk to, a friend , who'll listen to me, about whom I'll listen. From the day i started using it, i met wholesome, genuine people., Even became friends with them. We check up on each other, share what all happened and what's in our mind . It feels so good. For 3 months I was living a very suffocated life, but now I've been smiling a lot lately. I meet 3 guys and 3 girls with whom I became friends. 

I do post self advices and many times the people reply with thank you messages . Thank you now &me community. Good people do exists around the world and this is one of the many nexus of their existence. Thank you.

Gratitude

Hello, just needing to vent. My mother drives me nuts. For background, Im a 19 year old girl in my mexican-american family and currently enrolled in a university getting my biology major. Anyways, that chick is absolutely CRAZY. She spends every single day of her life complaining, bossing everyone around, and being judgmental. She is controlling, emotionally immature, overly strict, and just stays home all day taking care of my younger siblings (Im the oldest). Its from the moment she wakes up to the moment she falls asleep, she is complaining and whining. As soon as she wakes up, she is already yelling at me and judging me, telling me what to do. I tend to stay in my room as much as possible to avoid her, or if im out my room Im listening to music to block everything out. Music is my escape. 

For example just today, as soon as I stepped out my room she starting complaining that I have a bad attitude and I support people who have bad attitudes. Then I started cooking and she started yelling at me to clean. I accidently spilled egg on the stove so it smelt like burnt, but my mom started yelling and ordering my to open all the windows and doors. Its just all very dramatic and annoying. Then she started fighting me because, I dont even remember. Just this morning she's called me a a girl with bad attitude, messy, lazy, picky, over-dramatic, bossy, and that I'm too much. Its like this every single day.

I tried telling her that she should just take it easy for a moment and self reflect on her tone and what she says because she spends most of her day complaining. She got mad and said "at least Im not as crazy as other people, like your aunt" and Im like whats the point of mentioning her??? My mom always does that, everytime you try to tell her she's doing something wrong she compares herself to someone whos worse so she looks better. Shes fucing insane. Im so tired of her.  She ruins me and my stepdads day EVERY day. He doesnt even come home that much anymore, shes driving him away. 

My mom has never encouraged me to do anything, she's never complimented me for anything except that Im pretty. She also has repeatedly told me i dont deserve respect from her because Im her child. Which makes no sense... But oh well, I dont control her or her actions and soon enough Ill be doing my own thing away from this house. It is so toxic here... ive been raised in a way that I doubt everything about myself and others. Im trying to grow tho. 

Family

Do you want to be a main character? 

Why or why not

3am Thoughts

Better 

Will you think anything about a guy whom u took for granted and he finally comes to decision that he is done. And wont be seeing u anymore? 

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