Know this: some people will not here you regardless how much, how loud, how truthful, how loving or how profound you speak. Wish them well and let them go.


Yeah! Focus where you grow! Like grass is greener where you water it.

So yes it happens. So u should give priority who likes to talk and spend time with you.. maybe they're unlucky and not worth it..

Growing Up

Bro these guys are so amnoying istg!!!

Climate Change

It's raining here 🌹🕊️

3am Thoughts

Just feeling depressed..

Boyfriend

5 days to go, my love <3

Is finding peace is hardest when u rush around gaining external milestones and after a point and the world seems to collapse in front of you ? 🙃

Hello guys, I'm the very other normal girl who is in need of affection and attention. So, the story goes up real quick, I have been rejected by many guys in my school and friend zoned, sister zoned and boring zoned. I don't want to recollect past and cry over that bull shit again but the past has huge impact on me as the rejections were because of how I look. Im like the Tom boy like of girl where usually boys like to be friends with but not to love. The girl who the boys think too respect of me but not love. The girl who is best to be a sister, friend, best friend but not someone who wants to be called beautiful, pretty, lovable. So with this, I started to change how I look. may be little curvy will be good or clear skin will be good..nah nah girly will be good. With these the insecurities developed and became a obsessions. But I have a belief that there is some prince charming was there that sweeps me off my feet and love me like I deserve. But I know that it should happen with people as not everyone can be a cinderella. So, without thinking much of love, i moved on like im waiting for someone. In this time, I met a guy who is definitely not my type from my toxic best friend. we used to speak because of her, how can we help her to be a better person because she is in problems. This friendship grew into a strong bonding that he became like a person who is known to me just like a family. His manners, the way he talk and his voice attracted me. He is not the guy I dreamt of but I thought he  is a may be. My parents knew about him as a best friend. My family liked him and even thought of relationship. But apart from all this, I wanted to love me like girl friend but lately, I got know to that he likes some other girl and I'm just a friend,  FRIENDZONED, BESTFRIEND, GOOD FRIEND I'm fed up. There is a batter inside me that is at rage and disturbed that I can't be anyone love ? Am I that ugly ? Am I got curvy enough ? Am I not well mannered ? and this goes on ........ what to do now ? Im going crazy like I can't describe..

Love

So sometimes I have a problem where I try to speak and I can't. I stutter, mix my words up, and slur them together. I'm not sure if I have a speech impediment, or if it's just a normal thing to go through. I've always been told that I talk really fast, sometimes too fast, but I never had a problem with stuttering. Until now, that is. There are some words I avoid completely because I am unable to pronounce them correctly. I want to tell my mum, but she'll most likely get mad at me. I'm sure that just me occasionally being unable to pronounce things or say full sentences correctly annoys her greatly. She gets easily annoyed at any speech impediment and even yelled at me once for stuttering when I was talking. I have such a hard time speaking that sometimes I say things that don't even make sense. I would say things that most people say jokingly, only I say it accidentally. Like, "I need to plant my waters." Which is funny, of course, I laugh at myself too, but when I say it, I'm not doing it on purpose. I used to mix front letter up, like saying Backer Crarrel instead of Cracker Barrel that it's somewhat of a running joke I have and I don't even do it on purpose. I'm really trying to stop. It's like my mouth doesn't move right when I try to say 'm' words or 's' words. If there's a word that has 'th' then I'll say it either as an 'f' or a 'v'. I say things like, "fank you," "somefing," and "feres." What is going on with me? And how can I potentially get help without my mum getting mad at me. I've got somewhat of a distinct Scouse/Yorkshire dialect that could be one of the causes... I don't know what to do. 

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