If India's sports system wasn't so fucked I would be a soccer player :/

Oi American slag. You will call it football like the colonisers taught us you nonce or so help me.

Other

Hello

3am Thoughts

I am feeling lost I feel no kindness exists around me ... feeling used ... there is no such true love and care everything is fake 😭

Anxiety

i am a 26 year old female facing hairloss issue, i have trouble going to a hair salon by myself to get a haircut without thinking that the hair dresser may judge me for my hair loss. 
everyone tells me "you're thinking too much, stop it" thinking it could fix how i feel. 
but it's not that easy, i've been judged for my appearance my whole life. 
i just wanna feel good about myself again. 😌

Insecurity

How to get rid of headache...ig I'm stressing too much nowadays 

6 chapters for chem cbse really be testing my limit stg WHY YOU AVENGING 2020 BATCH WITH US MAAAAAAAAAAAAN
Please dont be hard Imma cry with organic and p block and solutions omgggg
 panicking PANICKING PANICKING AND AROUND 10 HOURS LEFT 

Exam

I don't really know what to do anymore. I sit through all of my classes and do all of my work, I have good grades, and I have amazing friends. But sometimes I just feel empty, like there is nothing I can do to change that. I don't know what to do or feel at these times, I don't know if I can do or feel anything, I don't remember if I did or didn't. 

*Today, I was sitting in class, and this guy brought up an old friend of mine, talking about the fight they got into last year. I was really in love with this guy too, and he just up and left me. And we texted every now and then, but then he got with this friend of mine. And I knew she wasn't any good for him, she was pregnant and still talking to other guys. So when he stopped texting me for a while, I asked her if she made him stop texting me and she ran to him. He thought I was starting shit with her. Everyone knew I was in love with him. EVERYONE. And I don't know why they were even together. So I really did start shit, I know it was bad. But he deserved the truth, I sent him the screenshots of her talking to other guys. And I went off on her, spilling the truth about how I felt about her.*

**But now, I am in love with someone who will never love me back, unoriginal I know. He's a great guy. Funny, kind, smart, sarcastic, loving, and he helps me through panic attacks and breakdowns. Honestly my ideal guy, he knows of my feelings and tries to be nice about it, but I know it bothers him sometimes.**

~~I went back into a toxic relationship to get over him. Didn't work out. I know I'm gonna end up waiting for him, even though he'll never want a relationship with me.~~

One Sided Love

And since I didn’t wished him on his birthday, cause i am his ex now , but i wish him here , happy birthday . Not sure if i love you or not . But i wish the best for you . May you achieve great success.

Breakup

When I take medication, I feel like I'm not the one in control anymore. I start to question who I am. I want joy in my life that isn't temporary. I want friends. I'm so lonely.

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