I have been with this one day. whom I absolutely adore. So it's been a month probably. we met a couple of times, talked over long time and things did escalate. But recently he said that if I wanted us to be official then I'll have to propose him to be my boyfriend. We both don't want anything casual. on asking what we were till now.. he's reply was "do we have to label everything?" idk I'm confused 

Crush

What is the Gheraiyaan movie actually about? Shall I watch it? Like everyone is talking about it! 

What's the cringiest memory you can recall from adolescence or childhood?

3am Thoughts

Not good

Lonely

I'm felling so sad 
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I want to do 🥺🤔

I don't like hoping for anything. Never did I loved it, because onced I started hoping for something. I know I would always be let down. For instance, my mom would say something like a scenario or something. Even though that it might not happen because a lot of impossible things. I still hope and imagine a scenario where that thing happens. And at least 95% of it is always a fail, because it never happens.

I want to stop hopping on things because I don't want to hope too much anymore. I guess that's just my nature? And I don't like it. It hurts af

Delusion

I was divorced recently . Mine was arranged marriage dint know much about his character before wedding .there were few red signal but I ignored assuming everything will be fine after marriage.
After we got married things got worse he would come home late every night never respect me even as a human . I was treated like a slave. He would pick up fight even for every small things . Eg: He couldn't find his socks . I went into depression but never had the courage to break up. It went on the same way for 8 months and he started a fight and left me in my mom's place. After that he would never come to see me and not talk to me I had to beg him to even talk to me. For almost 6 months there's was no contact between me and him . One day he called me and we started talking and I thought he had changed and I decided to be very patient and save my relationship no matter what. We started meeting outside but still he was not ready to take me home. He promised he will take me home after he finishes construction of his house and asked for financial help. I trusted him and helped him and after few months I realised he was using me for money took advantage of me. Then I filled for divorce and finally out of it . But now my parents want me to get married again not that I don't want to be married but I am not able to trust a stranger.I can't trust a guy from matrimony. The pain I went betrayal that's stopping me from moving on. The word marriage itself makes me anxious. I don't want to be alone neither can I trust anyone. I am stuck. My fear is not letting me move on. 

Relationships

I feel proud of myself for finally leaving my toxic relationship, I just wish I had more support emotionally and I don't want to keep repressing the emotional damage that has happened because I have an infant.

Breakup

How to find what you like to do in your like I mean it is the most basic question but couldn’t seem to figure it out, I did my bachelors in field that I don’t like and because I don’t like the work I didn’t prepare for placements and now I am almost done with college with no job and I feel so worthless now that my all friends have job and I am sitting home doing nothing so as others option I am thinking of opting for masters but I have no idea what should I study that I won’t regret doing it unlike my bachelors ....
So please do help if you have any advice!!!!!!


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