you're an @busive @sshole of a friend but why does it hurt so much seeing you act the way you act with me to my friend. How many other people have you lied to telling them you loved them. 

he said he loves me and only me but then why is he acting the same way to my friend. I don't like him but why is it making me so angry 

he was an abusive best friend and my friend is trying to gain his trust so she can hurt him like he hurt me but the way he was talking to her made me so pissed off because it's the way he talked about me 

But i feel jealous and angry because who else has he done it to?? how many people has he lied to 

how do i get rid of this anger. because i'm also angry at my friends 

Frustration

Not feeling good, can't suffice loneliness, finding for someone who can become soulmate for life. 
Understand me and I can understand her too....

Lonely

Is anyone willing to talk? Just lonely here

If anybody wants to talk - I am here. 
Especially the boys/men. 
Because our society has been raising the boys with a stereotype that Men do not cry. We are supposed to keep our guards up all the time and we do not have many outlets to let our emotions out. 
So I'm here to take one for the team. 


Supportive

i am a woman and i couldn’t masturbate! It feels weird to me.

Sexual Health

Been awake since 12 am something and it’s already almost 4am. 

3am Thoughts

I'm engaged for about a year now and about to get married in few months. Still I'm not having regular conversation with my fiance. Is that fine? 
Initially I texted her daily at night and would text for sometime after that she'll tell she's sleepy and I don't want to force her to text, so I would agree that we can text tomorrow. Nowadays fiance is busy as her sister came home from abroad for the marriage. When I text her she replies late by few hours sometimes late by day. So I'm texting her only one or two times a week.

Recently I'm texting one of my office friend when I'm not texting with my fiance. 
We were talking about some initmate instagram reel and she sent nudes out of the blue.
I'm close with her and we went out on few dates and hooked up few times earlier. We had sent nudes before. But this time I didn't request her to send. But I didn't stop her either. Am I cheating on my fiance?
Also, she is asking me to take her out to movies or for a trip. I'm afraid we would have sex again if we go out.

My friend got divorced few months back. Not sure if she hooked up with me because her marriage was going bad or if she liked me.

I want to stop being close with my friend without hurting her feelings. She's in bad mind state because of divorce and she's insecure about her looks.
How do I stop this with her and get closer to my fiance.

I know many of you may think I'm a jerk. Yes maybe. But I really don't want to continue this and be true to my fiance. Please give me some advice.


Relationships

Would anybody like to be friends with me irrespective of my gender and age ? 

lal ganj ke lal bagh se lal chunaiya layee...

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