Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

will it ever get better
i have had all kinds of pain
i have toxic parents
had a bad childhood and now having a hard time
dad fell sick after a brain stroke and my mom doesn’t let one chance slide to make him feel miserable
i never got any love
mom and dad are too busy hating on each other calling me the reason they are staying still together pathetic…
i can’t pursue the study i wanted to
and mental health is down the hills
and i have toxic best friends who doesn’t wanna me talk about my problems cause it’s annoying for her.
she called me a hoe just because I confessed to my guy besty and i still love him
and have a long-distance relationship
with a really happy guy with chill parents
i’m always uncomfortable and can’t share anything with him
and my sister she goes and tell everyone everything in a negative way
i don’t talk to her much
it’s like i have no one
things are getting harder these days