Why I felt like this 
1- I force to laugh/smile
2- I don’t like to answer phone or interact with people 
3- I felt lonely 
4- I want to be in alone in darkness
5- I can’t read books eventually I love read books before
5- I avoid people
6- I felt no one there for me 
7- I want to eat but I can’t eat.
 
Why I felt like this ? 

In present... Issue resolved or still dealing with that?

First you must be completely relax and out of that situation...then some positive changes in day to day life...keep your mental health above everything

You must observe last few months period... Did you go through any kind of stress or unpleasant experience

Confusion

Why are marks so important 


I remember it was 7 th grade 
4th August 2017. It was my birthday and the worst thing was our whole class got punishment we stood for like 3 hours + after that I failed in maths that was the worst birthday ever .


Time

2000-2010s Bollywood songs be the best >>>>

Memories

DAY went seeing lots of wishes for father's day but what about people who don't have good relationship with there own family members specially parents ... i was one of them today . I don't know if I was alone who felt this way ... 

Life

Do you actually want it? Or you want others to know that you have it? 

3am Thoughts

I always do remember that day. I still get that vibe in
2022 even though i'm not pretty sure about which
grade i was in that time. 

He used being kind to me. In his family he is the only one I've liked. Because of my personality traits I had have a fewer talks with him .But i always liked him.
At that day we were in the upstairs where i could saw a dark room which included a small bookshelf, a  bed (neatly arranged)and a piano. 

As usual i was awkward.I have been to his house several times before but then it felt like i was in an another country. Then he made me sit before the piano and i played it using my fingers which were under his fingers. It was so cute.
                         "Twinkle twinkle       
                                     little star." ✨

My ex boyfriend texts me from time to time. he asked me if I went on date with someone and I told him that no,and I asked him back if he slept with that girl that he was visiting her and his answer was ‘’I did not asked you if you slept so I will not answer to your question. Then why he texts me and wants to be my friend if he doesn’t want to answer if he slept with that girl or no. And I told him ok, then I will not talk with you on any subject because I felt that if he is not open with me I don’t feel like this is a real friendship. And he said,ok your choice if you don’t want to talk ,like all the blame is on me…
Is this normal his behavior?I would appreciate some honest opinions

Relationships

Time is like waves. Make good memories before it ends.

I recently had a break up two days ago from a 5 year old relationship. He did for me because I was too much involved in that relationship and he wanted to set me free because he's struggling with his business and he didn't want me to ruin my good enjoying days. He said he wants to hold on the feeling of setting me free. I wasn't feeling any connectivity with him and I wasn't emotionally attached to him. Although we have decided that we will come back in the relationship again if it totally feels wrong because then we'll know that being together wasn't the problem for us. I miss him and after getting distant, now I realise that those problems were nothing in front of the understanding bond we shared. I don't know if my thoughts are right or wrong this time.

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