Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

This New Years my mother wanted me to start helping her lose weight because I had a huge transition. I feel like a fraud. Yes I lost weight by dieting and working out at first, but I’ve lost majority by purging and starving myself. My skin sags and makes me feel disgusted every time I look in the mirror. Everyone says I should stop now but I still feel huge. I can’t I have control over this and once the feeling goes away I’ll stop. They’re always proud that I lost weight and “look better” but when someone asks how they’re speechless. I’ve almost reached my ideal weight but it just doesn’t feel enough.