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umm shy

Girlfriend

All My family Members back beaches about me just coz i am authentically me and i dont what they want me to do and i dont act as they want. Sometimes  when i get to know abt it like suddenly i hear or someone else tells me your mom said this abt you that Makes me sad and feels bad.

Please just read this and give your opinion
So tomorrow is my friend's birthday so she has invited us all( we're a group of 9) to her birthday party to a luxury resort
Now being very honest we're not that rich that someday when my birthday comes I can invite my friends to a resort and all so I'm not going and all the people in my group are damn rich
Like for the surprise party also they decided to gift her like 17 things because she's turning 17 and that only cost around 2500 
Like first we decided to celebrate her birthday like after school in a ground nearby with like a surprise party but then birthday girl called me now and told me about the party 
My parents told me No
I understand but now I just feel excluded from the group
Like last week they went to restaurant to eat..I didn't go because that would just cost soo high for one person in that we would eat whole family..then they meet up at a friend's house for group study but I didn't go because If I go I'll have to also invite them someday and I live in joint family so my mom wouldn't allow
They all time discuss about how they enjoyed and all and I just feel sad
I feel left out guys
Just don't know what to do


FOMO

I don't know what to feel rn. 

Life

There is always somebody ready to ruin your day

Bullying

Prolly tired of this shit. 
So i heared my dad yelling i went to other room and asked him why are you yelling? Whats wrong?  He closed the door angrily and said who is she to even ask this... I went in other room and yes also throwed one thing angrily. Suddenly my dad came and said tell ur mom not to be negative all the time. I was so done coz this loop literally happens everytime. I said m done i ain't talking with u anymore enough. My grandma heard this and shouted me coz i was being rude. And said u r really an arrogant girl.  I said yes i am okay fine but why dont u just tell dad to not fight in front of kids? She said dad in slight voice if she is rude like this what will happen when she ll start earning .that made me sad but i ignored until dad agreed on her... That literally broke me heart sm... I went outside and said grandma when i ll start earning i ll literally fullfil their every wish!! Definitely was about to cry but i controlled myself somehow. I m srsly so tired of this loop! Why cant parents just learn to communicate nicely? Why cant they care for their kids mentality? Thats a imp thing too. This all is literally exhausting and m tired and also many times think .that they are right i m definitely not a good daughter. They srsly dont deserve me.my parents are not bad i love them so much. Both are great parents but as individuals only. 

Family

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