That mini heart attack when you flow flow me going to say gali in front of your parents 😂

Healthy Food

Hii
Can we talk?


Lonely

Had been suicidal for the past 2 months, somehow managed to just exist. But now I dnt even feel like existing anymore cuz whts d point of it. 
I realllyyy don't want to walk into new year and wanna die. I am not sad, depressed or anything major happened with me...its just I dnt feel like livin' anymore.
Only issue is idk how my family gonna take it, tho I think with tym they will be fine. N I dnt knw how to die 🤦🏻‍♀️.
Really hoping for some accident to happen today.

Suicidal Ideation

Is there someone who stan BTS or other k-pop group ??? I wanna know !!! 💜💜

Friends

I always remember when I was small and was playing in the park someone joined me we played together, then she went to the slide and played there, I was afraid of heights so i never played slide, but she urged me then I went up the ladder but when it came to slide down, I was so afraid then I didn't slide down and went back I remember being very scared, even now I don't dare go in slide even it is a 4 or 5 foot tall slide I don't dare go I am very very scared.....remembering this moment I always think my life is like a slide thou I am able to climb up the ladder, trying my best, doing everything possible, but at last when I have to slide down I am scared to tak the last step, feeling if I take this step, it will be the end of me,  what if I fall? What if I get hurt?? So I get down and even more disappointed that I can't even do this single thing. Rather than slides I like swings it would go up high and down the way I want, I like it very much. thou I am not able to do anything, I feel my dream and ambition is like the swing, just like when it go up high ,my dreams to do many things like get rich, and buy many things also gets higher, when I swing down I feel like how am I be able to do these things I am not capable of it, but then again the swings go high, like as my dreams get high....and I am not able to stop it at any rate...... I also remember the strange feeling when I played the Sea-saw, when ever I looked around i see everyone child happily with their friend while I was playing it with my parents, even whenever I played with anyone I get a great fear....I think it described my personal life, the fear I get when the other child is down but I am up high, is like that I don't trust the other person, I feel constant insecure and not believe them....then again when there is no one to play with me, I sitting one side of sea saw feeling because of my behavior no one is willing to sit on the other side of sea saw, I being like this I am helpless and can only get help by my parents to be up in the sea saw....I know thing can't go on like this but I feel such useless... even before I started anything I feel I am already failed in it.... I am always afraid to try and I feel Whenever I try there would be something blocking my way..... leading me to think I am destined to be a failure.....I just need that someone who can help me up in the sea saw, who can help me down the slide, who can help me stop the swing.....

Life

oh so suddenly i’m the bad person when i don’t care?? you didn’t care all those times and now i show you the same energy and i’m the villain? fuck you 

3am Thoughts

@sunnville chi-cha hws you? 

My brother has a problem of getting stuck while walking or sitting.... Like he becomes a statue, doesn't move at all, and sometimes his heartbeat becomes fast while being stuck.... He can hear what we say but himself doesn't say anything.... Sometimes he's so engrossed in getting stuck that saliva begins to fall from his mouth.... I know it's some serious psychotic issue and we must consult some psychiatrist immediately.... But just wanted to know if anyone has seen some person like this in their lives and if anyone knows what this disease/problem is? So that we may be able to research about it in a better way as I don't find anything similar on Google..... Guys please help me in understanding my brother 🙏🙏🙏

It should be happy from both of the ends right !

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