Put the trigger cause idk, don’t wanna add my trauma to others ig:)
Does anyone else gets lost in like idk fiction, or basically other realities? So like they kind of disconnect themselves from real life and have a numbed down reaction to the bad things around them, that happens to them. And then like u have these moments when ur all alone and suddenly it all comes to you, how everything sucks and that ur friend group just got destroyed and… and more. And you’re confused cause, why do I feel this now? Why does it hurt so much now?
Is there anyone else?..
Thanks for assisting to my rant anyways.
Yes mee…i always imagine another world where everything’s perfect and reality is bot even close to that and so i feel so disappointed and sad…but actually it started out as an escape from reality but ended up the ither way
Honestly. For me it’s not really about the disappoinment i guess. Maybe just disappointed that somehow I’ve awaken myself out of my numb state. I don’t wanna think about all the bad. I just don’t.
Yeah it’s always hard to face the real problems but always we can’t run away na we gotta face it…
Soon someday we’ll be in a better place✨
I sure hope so.
I feel like I’m always acting strong by not thinking about the problems:))
I don’t know what I want to do. I hate feeling like this, feeling so useless, so unlovable, so stupid. Always wondering why am I always alone? So I try to block all of this out. I become numb. I don’t think about anything. But I’m tired of this as well. It’s so exhausting and then all the thought crash down and… This is why i downloaded this app. To share these thoughts. This is my first post here. Because i felt overwhelmed. And alone.
