One word of complain from my mother and I'n gonna be down the depression pit for the whole year. She's so traumatising, I'm so fucking exhausted. I'm scared of her. I don't want to see her. I love her, but please stay the fuck away. We're not healthy together. You hurt me and I hurt you.

Talk wid her whts killing u frm inside unko realise krwana jruri h tht bcz of her you're suffering !  

Family

Reminder ✨✨
Most of the time in life only we are with ourselves
and even if somebody wants to help...they only can when we accept allow them too..in the toughest phases of life make sure you be with yourself first instead of expecting others to by stand your side.. first make sure that you are with own self....

- Queen 👑

Life

Anyone up or wanna talk?


Relationships

Suffering happens either from the past memories or from future imagination.
Both are unreal that shake the inner peace of the mind. 

Mental Health

My friend with benefits (who’s not that anymore) just replied to my instagram story, making conversation and kind of flirting with me. When we were together I started to develop feelings for him but he never new it, eventually we stoped talking and having sex. Since we “ended” things/stoped talking he would see me and didn’t even say hi to me, so once as he literally walked through me and didn’t say anything, kept his head down. I grabbed his arm and said “are you polite?!” And he apologised and said that he didn’t saw me. Then texted me saying “I didn’t mean it” “xoxo” 
Sooo today he replied to my story and the story didn’t even had that much interest. When he sarted making conversation I was doing my nails so I saw the messages but couldn’t reply immediately so he freaked out saying that I couldn’t say he wasn’t polite If I was viewing his texts and not answering, eventually he understood the reason I wasn’t replying and we were ok, he apologised to me and we started to flirt a bit. Then the conversation reached a point where there was nothing left to say and I just liked the last text he sent. And today in the morning I found out that he removed me from his followers and stoped following me and deleted all of his posts(???) 
Is this normal???
I texted him later, if you want to know what it was please ask me in the comments and I’ll tell you. Just because I don’t know if you are that interested 
But pleeease help

Confusion

xoxo!! 

3am Thoughts

Just cuz I'm talking with you,doesn't mean I'm interested. Idk some Indian Men take it as a wrong msg. I don't want any relationship, not from this app. I'm just here to vent out anonymously and share what's going on in my life.

I’m feeling like crap 

Anxious. I feel very anxious. I am determined and a very consistent girl. Yet I am the person who jumps into another relationship as soon as one ends. I need validation from boys and want them to love me. I don't knkw I was not like this. I found this perfect guy who's not ready for commitments. I want to move on yet I get stuck on the same chapter everyday. I have a future to make, a career to create yet I waste my time thinking about him. I'm no teenager, I'm 21yo. Still. I hate this thing which has gotten into me. Needing love from people. I want to be the person who loves herself very much and doesn't need anyone. Even I was that person but now it's just I need someone, I need someone. I think a very bad negative energy is inside me. This force always tells me to do wrong things and focus on wrong things. I realize it's inside me and I want to get rid of it. But how. I'm tired. I'm very very tired. Tired of validation and no self love. This makes me overthink a lot and yes anxious too. Please help me. Please.

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