Not feeling good to be this honest but people are really selfish and all they care about is themselves. 

Adulting

Hii any to be my friend please tell me 

3am Thoughts

The world see's me as a looser but I see myself as a learner .

Peer Pressure

I'm exhausted mentally, physically and emotionally.. 

Woke up with a heavy heart, just felt something missing in me , a part of me not with me- we've haven't talked since 2 days now somehow trying just not to go back to him but I terribly miss him 

Love

SO here's my story for why I'm here, it's kind of because of me. SO my dad used to hit my mom so since being a child I've always been traumatized and not finding my place whenever I go but that's besides the point. SO one day my dad was drunk and took my mom's home and left the house then came back with the phone being broken and at the time I was young and of course I was crying with my mom and at that moment she had been fed up with this situation and wanted to leave the house but didn't know where to go so as we were usually spending holidays at my grandmother's place I've suggested her to go there, she called a friend that came to pick us up and we actually came here so now here I am, being quiet and suffocating to let my mom breathe, I've always wanted to give her the life that she really deserve, the one that my dad didn't gave her but she's the one drowning me.

Divorce

Some things break your heart
but
It also fix your vision.

Have a good one ☺️

I'm facing this very particular issue while being at home.
I live in a small size locality with no room for privacy/dnd environment .So now that us and our parents are home most of time and usage of phones has increased. My dad tends to receive and watch content that's very different and opposite to what I believe in and it's polarising as well to hear. He dislikes using earphones or listening to stuff at less volumes and when I nudge him ,he gets angry and refuses to use them. The content makes me anxious and affects my outlook to things. 
Have you encountered anything similar ? How do you work these kind of things out with dominant/aggressive parents ? 

Parenting

I lost a lot in my life a lot I should tell you. Some people due to suicide or else people left me and promised me they won’t ever leave me as a friend but they did. I’ve been on my lowest for the past few years and I’ve this weird side in me that I want to keep a person save no matter what. I lost everything over and over again was used and I’ve gone psycho I hurt people so bad was always rude didn’t give a fuck about anyone cuz I was to scared they would hurt me again. Right now I’m in a relationship with my gf but it’s so unhealthy I’ve controlled her to the point she is suffering aswel. She had lost a few friends in the past but because I don’t want her to leave me I took everything from her. True friendships doesn’t exist in my world and I pushed it on her. We’ve been trying to fix things and it’s been so bad sooo bad but I swore to her that no matter what if she leaves me I would give up on live. She knew I didn’t lie about that so she’s trying her hardest and I’m here still living in the past not knowing what to do if she talks to her friends again. I cared to much to the point it was extremely unhealthy. But I’ve seen everything she still puts up with me she doesn’t even talk to no one just for the sake I don’t worry. But she said she couldn’t do it anymore and that’s when the eye opener came. It happened a week ago and it suddenly hit me that because I’ve been through a lot that’s she doesn’t have to suffer because of that. A lot has happened but for me it’s hard to trust people I can’t just do that but for her sake I will let her do whatever she wants now. But at the same time when I told her she could talk with everyone again she said that it was always about me and she couldn’t just trust me again. So I lashed out yesterday trying to make a plan for her to trust me but she couldn’t do it. The old me is coming up and I hate it. I want to be a better person but I don’t know how to handle it a little harsh word makes me emotional and the old me jumps out and tries to push everything on her with screaming. At this rate idk how we can go on like this. Can someone please tell me how I can deal with everything for example if she talks to a friend and not get jealous and not think she will leave me for them. 

Ps: I have autism and ptsd if someone wants to know

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