My past is an armour I cannot take off, no matter how many times you tell me the war is over. 

Right on point. But it's a good quote 😂
It helped me.

The future is a mystery, the past is history, NOW is a gift, that's why it's called the present.

3am Thoughts

I fell in front of my entire class today and my skirt fell on my back and exposed my underwear to everyone. My classmates burst out laughing and started calling me fat. I don't know how to get over what happened. I'm so embarrassed.

Anxiety

Feeling lonely. Don't feel like calling anyone. Not sure what to do. 😔

Lonely

I get lot of thoughts..some people say I’m an over thinker. I’ve always assumed  that people get these active thoughts very frequently. But i realise it’s not very normal. 

I’ve read somewhere that being an overthinker, you figure out solutions to every angle of a problem..that is very true in my life. I don’t want to hurt people..but I really hurt myself by caring too much about other’s thinking of me

This feeling sucks..it’s like your thoughts and feelings being stuck in a prison..I just want freedom from my thoughts


Overthinking

How can we help the feeling of pain when you know since the very beginning that your parents and siblings have abandoned you completely and they don't care about you emotionally at all. I don't feel safe like this , my home never felt like home and my family seems against my happiness. I'm struggling very badly with the pain of just knowing this , they can never be happy in my happiness and it's doesn't even count if I'm sad or in pain. It almost kills me everyday knowing that I'm not loved by them and also making me more and more anxious about the sad and painful future. How can I deal with this. I'm struggling very badly and I'm in my early 20s. I'm not able to process this pain and accept it and just move on. We live in a such a weak society where we don't even connect emotionally with our own kids and I feel so sorry for being here and that I'm dealing with such a painful emotions.

Parenting

At this point, I’m ready to do absolutely anything to fall asleep!!!!!

I’ve been trying so hard to fall asleep since midnight but my brain just doesn’t shut up! I didn’t sleep the whole day yesterday so that i fall asleep fast at night but all in vain!!!!!

Insomnia

I don't have faith in humanity anymore. Most people are not genuinely kind. And when they are, they want something in return.
I work as a temporary teacher in a school. In my life, I have been through a lot of things so I'm far from being the gentle naive girl. I met this other teacher who is way older. I was being friendly just like with anyone else. Little by little he started complimenting me. 
 Turns out he is some kind of pathologic player, he doesn't even look good. I later realized that he always seeks validation from women. I would almost always see him around women. He lives with this partner and children. How can people be like that?
Do they not care about other people's feeling? 
My friend who is the other temporary teacher told me that at the beginning of the year he was being too nice with her, offering free car rides or advices. However he would always keep his distances at some point. 
What is even more strange is that he introduced her to his family.  His creates this odd relationship where he flirts but not too much. 
He was definitely flirting with me and asked me to go to an event where his daughter would attend too. Why are people so weird?  I am now taking my distances but this is hard when you work next to someone. This is so disgusting.
Thanks for reading or not, I just had to speak my mind. 

Hey guys
So now and then I get a feeling of not being good enough and I usually get over it but I hate feeling like that! So when I get those feelings I try to ignore them but I think I should listen to that feeling and use it as fuel to move me and work harder? Maybe the reason I'm feeling not good enough is because I am destined for greater than I have now?

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts