My boyfriend and I have this routine; morning and night calls before we go to sleep. It’s always a cheerful, supporting, fun talks before we start and end our days. It’s everyday, we’re dating for 1.5 year.
Now I’m feeling like I’m the one who wanting it.
He suddenly can’t make the calls, it’s always me who is calling. It used to be whoever the fuck calls, feel so free! And now we can’t meet on weekends because he should running some errands on weekend.
He just moved in to an apartment with his friends and get a new job. He used to live alone.
I’d keep myself busy for the day, but you know it’s different because our everyday life was with each other though it was through online phone video calls.
I now don’t know his story of the day, and he doesn’t ask about mine either.
It’s so different and our routine was our habit. Now there’s no “ours” anymore.
I am sad, this is too sudden, how do I cope with this? I don’t want to be a pushover, he said he needs more time to do work and stuffs.
You know I can be busy 24 hours working but I made time for him. I think he should make time, but should I really mention that?
What should I tell him? I am so sad. It’s been lonely every nights and I’ve been crying over and over.
Thank you very much for saying this, it motivated me to be brave and felt better. Last night I just told him how I was feeling and then we both cried and are trying new solution. I just hope we’re doing okay. Hope you have a good day!
