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My boyfriend and I have this routine; morning and night calls before we go to sleep. Itโ€™s always a cheerful, supporting, fun talks before we start and end our days. Itโ€™s everyday, weโ€™re dating for 1.5 year.

Now Iโ€™m feeling like Iโ€™m the one who wanting it.

He suddenly canโ€™t make the calls, itโ€™s always me who is calling. It used to be whoever the fuck calls, feel so free! And now we canโ€™t meet on weekends because he should running some errands on weekend.

He just moved in to an apartment with his friends and get a new job. He used to live alone.

Iโ€™d keep myself busy for the day, but you know itโ€™s different because our everyday life was with each other though it was through online phone video calls.

I now donโ€™t know his story of the day, and he doesnโ€™t ask about mine either.

Itโ€™s so different and our routine was our habit. Now thereโ€™s no โ€œoursโ€ anymore.

I am sad, this is too sudden, how do I cope with this? I donโ€™t want to be a pushover, he said he needs more time to do work and stuffs.

You know I can be busy 24 hours working but I made time for him. I think he should make time, but should I really mention that?

What should I tell him? I am so sad. Itโ€™s been lonely every nights and Iโ€™ve been crying over and over.

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Thank you very much for saying this, it motivated me to be brave and felt better. Last night I just told him how I was feeling and then we both cried and are trying new solution. I just hope weโ€™re doing okay. Hope you have a good day!

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