Looking at my father how he is patiently handling my sister when she is throwing tantrums. 
And he just scold me when i do something like that. 
being an older daughter isn't easy. 

Sending hug from an older sibling to another older sibling 🫰 

Oh there are many
Like rn my sister litrary scolded dad because he spoiler her suit, she had to attend a wedding in coming days.
My sister litrary shouted at my father and he listened and did nothing. If i would have done something like that , i would have been homeless🥲😂
Then i told my sister that she shouldn't do this. 

It's just i feel they are strick with me but not with my sister.
Being her going out with friends, they give her permission so easily and when they don't give permission, she saying I'm going anyways. And they don't stop her are scold her or anything. 
And on the contrary they won't allow me to go to picnic with tuition, like wt f. 
And i just gave these 2 examples, there are billions happening daily. 
And also when we are all having dinner or something, my father serves my sister food. He has never done that for me.

Sameeeee broooooo
Now i don't even ask them to treat us equally. 

I get you
Same happens in my family too.
They day, you are the older one, whatever she do, you have to be the bigger person. Honestly I'm a kind person but this boils my blo od. 

3am Thoughts

Helow T~T 

Confusion

Guys I just finished watching "My next life as a villainess: All routes lead to doom!" And damn that was fun. I enjoyed it way more than I thought I would. I mean, I wasn't sure what to expect, but it was pretty cool! Loved it!

Happy

Loneliness sucks a lot.. people got distanced and emotional idiots like me stuck up😔
Can anyone suggest me ideas to overcome it 🚶🚶

Lonely

How do i make the first move with him? Need some suggestions people?

Crush

i’m so pretty when i cry 

Reminder : It’s gonna be ok. Have faith in yourself. Be kind to yourself. You need your love and faith the most. 

Hi Everyone,
It’s good to find this community.
In nutshell, I’m in constant anxiety. I’m about tho change myself to be a better person. I’m on a good way but one thing I need to do do deceease this anxiety within me: I should tell my secrets to anyone, to a stranger. You know, if you release this verbally, you can release the pressure as well so it makes good for your mental health.
No huge secrets just regular ones (addictions, lies, etc.) which you would’t share with your loved ones otherwise you’d be judged. So it’d be useful for me to do it to a stranger, anonimously.
I hope someone can help me with it.
Have a nice day

ADHD

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the juvenility love,
The bad eyes Gash Even a stone
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