It's so depressing when you make so many efforts but don't get them back 🍂

pragati

3am Thoughts

My girlfriend broke up with me tonight. She said that we can talk about getting back together in the future, but right now it feels so crushing. I can’t sleep and I don’t know how to deal with being just friends with her. We had been dating for over a year so I feel very heartbroken. I just need someone to talk to or an outside perspective.

Breakup

Nobody understands your journey and the pain you have been through 
Even the closed ones 
But that's okay 
It's my fight it's my battle and I will handle it 
Be yourself and love yourself 
Heal at your own pace 
Rebuild again 
Fly Phoenix fly 

Emotional Abuse

Hello everyone, please suggest a good Paneer dish except Matar Paneer, Paneer Makhani and Paneer Tikka.

Healthy Food

actually gurl flirt with girl more than they do with boys  ,is it true ???

LGBTQ

Hollow feeling 


Mental Health

I don't even know how this works... I usually just write for myself when I'm feeling crappy like right now. Just now I had an anxiety attack after a good while not having them. I thought I was better, I really did. And now I don't know if that was true of I just wanted to think that. I have shitty schedule so it's not weird for me to be awake at five am like right now. But I would give anything for being able to sleep so I could just stop thinking. 

I had to write. I couldn't just stay in the dark with my thoughts running and running and running. 

I was told I was wasting the best years of my life today. Don't you think I know that?! Don't you think that I want to change? Do you truly think I'm happy or even content with the way I'm living? Do you think this is my choice? Who would want to live like this? You don't need to tell me I'm wasting my life. I know that better than anyone. I live with myself. 

I just escaped from the conversation, as always... But I can't stand it. I know they are trying to help... But it doesn't matter what I say or how I explain, they don't understand, not really.

I'm sick of everything. 

There are so many things I want to do but I'm just petrified and terrified. I just want to be alone but I can't do anything by myself.

I don't even know what I'm expecting from this. Just vent? Clearing my thoughts? Actually, reaching out to someone? Why? I'm going to close off anyway and pretend everything's better. Ask about the other person and try helping them instead of helping myself... Because, how would I help myself when there's nothing tangible wrong? Just me. 

Anxiety

Hey
Anyone interested in friendship?

Acquaintance

You talk to your crush them you mention one of your favourite youtubers and he never speaks to you again. Every night you dream about him. You dream that he loves you back and you can't tell him.  What show I do. 

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