Is this the end of the world?
People are dying everywhere, seems like it is the end for most of us.

Don't think like that dear..... Everything will be okay soon.. Remember this are the bad days in life... Great days are coming soon... 💕 don't loose hope 😊

COVID-19

We think other people are perfect, And we spend so much time and energy comparing ourselves to others, usually comparing our weaknesses to their strengths. This drives us to create expectations for ourselves that are impossible to meet. As a result, we never celebrate our good efforts because they seem to be less than what someone else does. Stop comparing yourself to others and believe in yourself. (Net quotes)  

Life

Mujhe fursat hi nahi ki usko jee bhar ke dekhta,
Jise dekh jee nahi bhrta usko kya hi jee bhar ke dekhta..


#Aksh

3am Thoughts

its not what you gather but what you scatter that tells what kind of life you have lived

Other

A quick summary to all the things I learner as a first year in college (as freshman) 
First impressions are important
Always smile to strangers as an act of kindness( it may get there day better since everyone can face some stuff)
College is not a place for education it just a source of it( u should study yourself and teach yourself they just give matrial) 
Laughing about jokes made by doctor bad or not might give u higher grade( dont fight me I said may cause ofc not evrryone is like that)
Complaining about how people get credit for ur work will only make u cut ties with them ( I dont say its bad to cut ties with them since they do not work and get credit but I feel that they have there own life... and it was the biggest mistake that I have ever made at least I should cut ties silently..) 
Smile at people even if they block u.. ( just because they may unblock... / someone blocked me for the first time ij my life at my first year ( this year) and so I never smiled or greeted to them ... And so I think they hate me even more)
People tend and try to make other people accept their opinion so they speak up (but for me I  am not looking for fights and so I am sat speachless all theb year and so next year I am just ganna agree... since silence bring trouble somehow)
I don't really like myself because of the environment not because I truly dislike myself
People only get close to to either bring their selfs up.. or to bring u down with them 

Because I need to be a leader does not me I should be fit to be one ( the richest person alive always have a penny in which other low economcly poeple have) 
Losing somone... just remeber them for their good
My bad truma 6 years ago will only fades and it needs time..( my college was awful towords me and I will never forget who they treated my truma reactions even my therpaist was very awful she said with a mocking tone " I wonder what this that big of a turama that made u thisbway" the look of her eye was also mocking and very high
College is ur enemy ( u might ask me how ... cause u pay to fail... like dude u pay for knowledge that u could easliy gain online.. pluse u dont learn in college it just they give u matrials so its worthless)
Expirence means truama( people would be like yea u have nk expirenece and sutff and go gain them but when I open it up they would just vanish and somtimes ignore that I want expirence...) 
Either way they will still be rude( dont be firendly dont be a bully or goosip)
Better to stay only and foucs on ur own goal( looking at other will not help u are there for matrial not people!!! ) 
Socializing does not mean knowing more people
Don't delay ur work for today( this is very important!)
College will never teach u skills of life and the system its self is wrong( wheb u go to middle school were elemntry school teachers says it is the place to learn skills of life theg teach me nothing going to high school to get skills of life also told to get it in college and here we are we no skills at all!)
Being an adult means to be able to deal with mental break down alone...
Poeple will only will see u as a child so u need to use more advanced words so they can recpect u
The smarter u are the more people will approch u but somtimes it will get too much that people would interfer with ur praivt timef)

like how it was before, you were few seats away from me yet it felt like there are mountains between us.

Anxiety

I cant breathe i need to min

Why dating an older woman is a bad idea?

Just thought of sharing as a morning quote 

" 𝐖𝐞 𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐞 𝐠𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 "

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts