Idk if this like happens to yβall but it does to me, whenever i am so happy, smiling and laughing my ass out then at the end of the day you just randomly cry for no particular reason?
It happens with me too.
Iβve seen that if I donβt cry as much as Iβve enjoyed I have to kind of pay for my happiness in a more hurtful way and it just sucks so it helps me (in my mind,for myself)to just cry out and balance the happiness so I donβt have to be worried about things screwing up. Itβs a messy answer and may seem stupid but it is what it is I guess.
My eyes are still sore lol and donβt have the energy to do things that i usually do, i think my body was burnout for some reason and i just canβt figured it out
Hopefully someday weβll figure it out for ourselves until then all the best to the best of us β¨