I want to stop existing…I don’t know anything I want…more than that …I have no passion…or any profession making qualities…I just wanna a stop…life…I miss how I was as a child…as a kid…free and full of life…why am I not like that anymore…I just want it all to end but just me… to end…I have no idea if this makes sense…in all I want to stop my life
I have same happening with me. I can totally relate to you. Like I lost all my interests but now I look back to my kid self, I also regret being alive. Like even my kid self was stolen because of family issues. Being a girl was already making it worse when I got to know that how much of mental abusing they did to my mother. I wanted to live a life. But I was stolen from myself at the age of 8. I was being controlled as they wanted. I never had any opinions on my own existence. This my reason to wanting a new life. What is yours? Because telling a stranger is way more easier that tell someone you know
You believe so?
