I really wanna stop thinkin about someone.. Like they are constantly on my mind and it affects my productivity... I just start thinking about them and can't stop myself... It has kinda became a habit... How do i break it? I don't wanna waste my time on them as they don't care! It's been more than an year and still it ain't getting any better.. Huh! Be it any thought i end up linking it with them.... Though they were not that imp when we were in touch! It was an attachment... I liked them as a person and nothing more but can't get over the thought! 

I would recommend to cut them off. Try to Keep yourself busy with things that makes you happy.

Productivity

I'm so lucky with my team mates, they are always caring and thoughtful. Like right now, at least one to two of them are (likely) checking on me if I already got home. 

Work

bored talk to me

Other

Happy

Body Positivity

People deserve your whole heart babe!! And if u can't give them that, it's better to let them know😌☺️

Coming Out

I just feel down
Everyday waking up to fights
toxic family just ruins your mental health
I'm just done with this house
just fights and violence and curse words everywhere
I feel stuck
Like there's no way out 
I feel like giving up on everything 
I've lost all my hope on life 












Family

I feel like killing myself sometimes but unable to do it.it's very frustrating to live now I expect my family to give me some peacetime to start my career which again messed up and talk to be and in the family I mean mom but every time I try to talk but it becomes I fight and it's more killing. I want to live but I didn't see hope😓

I just wish that I could get out of my shell and be the person I know I could be. I'm sick of being content yet struggling for no reason. Why can't I put the effort into myself. Probably since I don't consider it worth the time. 

Anxiety

I feel sad. Overwhelmed. There's too much pressure. Academics. Career. To look pretty. Do something big. There is just too much expectations from me. And everyone compares me to someone else and makes me feel low about myself. I hate all of them. They are suffocating me. I just want to be alone. Be at peace. Explore my life at my pace. No rat race. But I guess i done have that privilege. I need to survive this or it is going to break me.i can't let that happen again. Already i have been broken once and it took a hell lot of pain to get out of it. I can't revisit that phase again. I just keep fearing what if i end up there again. Coz i don't have the energy and will to go through all of that and pull myself out again. I can't. It's taken too much from me already. I can't end up there again. Everyday i live in that fear. It's eating me from the inside. Just pray that i rise above all this and shut everyone who think i won't make it. 

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