Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I love how everyone told me that they were proud of me when I thought that I would’ve been seen for the wrong one for cancelling. He has been ghosting me even though I was trying to talk to him, so I thought that it would’ve been a good idea to meet and to talk irl yk what I mean but seems like he only want one thing and I ain’t ready for that, I’m currently lost and idk now I feel like I’m gonna have a mental breakdown again after weeks