I kind of wish I could go back in time and right my wrongs, or atleast be able to apologize for the stuff i unknowingly did or said.

Other

From what I've heard and read, schizophrenia is a disabling condition, where it's impossible for the person to know whether what he/she is seeing or thinking or hearing is real or not. It's said that the schizophrenics are some of the most creative people!

Mental Health

When you're pushing yourself to achieve smtg or to tackle smtg in life  even when you're exhausted...when you're messed up with wo many things..when your physical health is
deteriorating more than your mental health still you're not giving up..you're
managing it somehow..even when you're at your lowest...these are the time where you're becoming the more strongest version of yourself....
Cheers to everyone who are going through so much of things and still facing it bravely.... 🥂

social media kills teen girls

3am Thoughts

So, my life is going very bad in this last weeks. I blocked a "friend" I meet on the internet because he isn't good and didn't replied me for days, but somehow he contact me and he starts to apologize so many times and said "I'm sorry for what I did to you, I will not do that things again. We can be friends again if you want. I miss you." I was stupid and I said to myself "Well, he apologized to me, probably he deserves a 2nd chance." I accept to be his friend again and we started to talk again. I was so happy to talk with him again, but when I woke up in the next day, I seen a message from him that says "Sorry for what I'm going to do but it's the best for us 2. Have a good life, don't worry, it is my fault." and he blocked me everywhere, I didn't even have time to say something back. I was feeling bad for one day, but the school didn't help me. Since the return to school (because of covid-19), I wasn't able to do anything, in my head I was just in school because it's my obligation to go and just shup up. Everything doesn't make sence for me, I don't learn something that are important in my life. In the same time, my parents protect me since I was a child, I don't know how to cook or cleaning the house, I just do what my mother tells me to do. In school, no one cares about me and when a teacher complain to me, I'm feeling bad and I just want to go to the bathroom for not to cry in front of everyone. The people in the beggining who I called friends don't care about me anymore. All I want to do it's to stay in my imaginary world, it's a safe place, when I can talk with a character from an anime or a game or just a random person who understands me and probably will give me a hug and say "It's ok, dear. I'm here for you." I not tell to my mom what's happening with me because I don't have confidence with her, and in the same time I'm afraid of my dad.

Sorry for the text, I just wanted to say what's happening with me in this days and sorry for my english. My english isn't perfect.

Okay, so my parents went on a ladakh trip and returned. And I'm happy for them! But idk why, I feel something. Some emotion that's not very comfortable. Maybe I'm jealous? Or desperately want to go somewhere, giving a break to my daily life? Or maybe I want someone too, to go with, be with? I can't really pinpoint the cause. Um, is it okay to feel this? Is it alright to be jealous of someone's happiness, someone who's so close to you?  A part of me is kinda sad thinking that I'll never find somebody to do things like this, with. It's crazy, isn't it?

Jealous

Hello,something stupid I did in class.its not big a issue.but I feel very bad.people in class are already judgemental.I am always suffering thinking about what others think about me .This thaught which started as a step to better myself is killing me now .Pls if somebody knows how to stop thinking about others opinion ,help me.

Depression

You think people don't fall in love...Nah bruh you are wrong... people do until that person cheated on them. 

Cheating

The feeling when your parents don't understand that they are damaging your mental health😔

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