I have been feeling quite anxious and sad the past few weeks. I normally do not like opening up and expressing my thoughts and feelings, haven’t really done it for a few months now. I feel like I’m about to explode anytime. I don’t really know what to say. I can’t even find the words. I feel so lost, and I do not know if I am even happy with my life right now. I’ve lost the ability to care about my friends and family. I barely talk to anyone now. I usually reply to a message after a few days. that part also makes me anxious cuz what if that’d just push people away? I don’t have the energy to make conversation, but I don’t want to lose people in my life either. I don’t want to be alone forever. I don’t even know if getting on this site is a good idea.
i have a very similar feeling and the difference is… you want live but not alone. i want to die cause im all alone and nobody to turn around to.
go reply to people dont think twice. talk to everyone around you. share your feelings. dont stay closed or you would not want to live.
