I got on this site cos i feel i have somethings of major concern to me i wanna share but truth be told,mine is a long story,am sure so many people in my shoes already committed suicide but am always a hopeful person with a strong spirit,since i might never get to share my problems ,probably i hope to be able to help others but most importantly,no one should ever think of ending their life

Hey. If it's a major thing then it doesn't matters if it's a long story. We'll listen. 
Stay strong! 

Hi, 
How are you feeling today? 
We are all ears to hear your long/short story. Maybe someone here will get inspired, right? 

Thank you for saying this and telling people there is more to life even if it seems lost and empty. 🧡

YOLO

I think I’m gonna commit suicide I’ve been trying to figure out a painless way to go but I can’t seem to find one I’m think of shooting my self in the heart or something anyone free to talk?

Suicidal Ideation

**Iam feeling suicidal**

I feel like euthanasia and assisted suicide should be legal. What's the point of keep living in pain and misery. And possibly attempting suicide on your own with better chances of ending up with brain damage or other severe impairments than actually succeding in killing yourself

Mental Health

I really feel suicidal I feel if I took this one step everything will be over, fine and peaceful to me...and most importantly I won't suffer emotionally......
Whenever I stand in the rooftop and stare downward, and think all I have to do is jump, and it will be peaceful....

But then

"The voice" in my head start screaming, shouting "Nnononononononononononononnononono!!!! Stop stop Stop Stop Stop Stop Stop Stop Stop Stop Stop Stop Stop Stop Stop Stop Stop Stop Stop Stop Stop Stop Stop Stop Stop Stop Stop Stop Stop Stop Stop Stop Stop Stop Stop Stop Stop Stop Stop Stop Stop!!!! Wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait!!! Don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't!!!!!!!!!"

I ask "The voice" : what the point if I keep suffering, I can't endure anymore, every night I feel stressful, lonely, depressed, scared, I always cry alone, what the point in this life? all I see is fake smiles and fake affection, and all I can show is my fake Obedient good girl side. I cannot forget ,the scary past that tarumatized me its still hunts me to this day ,that scary night ,that disgusting night, I hate it, I want it over....

The voice always answers : Don't die for your "Present" self that is living pitifully, live for your that "Future" self that will thank your past self fir not dying. Don't die for your Present sorrow and pain, live for your future happiness. Don't die for your fake present self, live for your true future self that everyone will appreciate. Don't die for that present people who you couldn't surpassed and hated, live for your future self who will be acknowledge by that people. Don't die for that scary night where you suffer, live for your that Future self that had surpassed it and crushed it. Don't die for that people who looked down on you, live for your future self that will look down on them instead. Don't die....Live

I who had stepped back : yeh that true I can't give up..

It's been years...

This repeat many times at least 10 or more times a month but it's somehow I manage to be alive because of it.





Conflict

never knew this point of my life im gonna maintain balance between  being suicidal and being okay with what is goin on , tried to call asra helpline no one picked up 

3am Thoughts

Feeling suicidal. Anyone knows an easy way out?

Adulting

Suicide is a sin but don't u think being unhappy is also a sin.
I mean when u are unhappy u hurt other people 
Isn't that a sin ?
U hurt ur family friends yourself 

I tried to commit suicide last night. But I'm still alive and now I do not know what to do ✌🏻

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