I feel so lost. I don't enjoy my job. I don't know what to do. I keep crying all day. I feel anxious and unable to breath at times and I don't know how to be happy.
I just want to be that innocent kid.

Taking a break may help. Hang out with your friends, go to beautiful places, give time yo yourself

I actually did. I took an off from work as well but still the same. My friends are all ti busy or I don't have friends xD

Then enjoy this loneliness like me. Enjoy your own company :)

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So you are responsible for minimizeing NPA's

Exhausted

Few months ago. I had a breakup with my girlfriend. After that many things happened. Now after 3 months she texted me and started talking to me as she was before. But 3 5 days back she again crashed with her ex boyfriend after that i can she the change in her. Some of my friends told me that she is again dating him.
Second thing is after 3 4 days her birthday is coming so all of my friends are mutal too her so even i am invited so i have planned a big suprise but im confussed that should i go ahead im not expecting anything just the thing i have planned this thing way back before breakup. 
So should i go ahead or not? I love her now also but im not expecting anything because i know where it will end.

Breakup

My heart goes out to you @sadblackunicorn

(FYI - In terms of their struggle, not romantically)

Friends

Which one do you like the most?

3am Thoughts

There is girl named jyotsna. 
She was born in a family that is influential and powerful. But it is good from out and much and much cruel from inside
She was born just to be used. From her childhood to till now there is no one who is nice to her. In her family everyone used to molest and harrass her even her mother and father too. 
She was their only biological and legal daughter. 
She was home tutored and gave her only permission to write exams. 
She used to study really well but she can't participate in any events she got. 
She has a own mobile. Tried calling many members for help but no use even the police can't do anything. 
Every time she asked for help she used to get hospitalized due to things they do to her. 
She suffered every minute. She lost hope for help. She grew up she is 11 years old now, as she was grew up they started injecting her estrogen injections for fast growth in her secondary organs. She used to face many side effects and then she started using more for their enjoyment. She was used all night and day. She soon got health problems and got huge influence from drugs.. 
She died at age of 15 .
She studied really well that she can rule the world with her capability. 
She did nothing wrong. 
She asked for help all her life but just because they are powerful she never got help and she lost her life
In her case her birth givers, the one who toutred her and the one who mudered her are same
After she lost concious and in state of dying that day, she was still used for hours. Later, she was burned with little soul in her body. She is alive burned. 
Do you think any child will face this with her own parents and family? 
Do you think 15 years she live was waste and cruelity she faced win? 
All her life more than 50 to 60 people enjoyed her repeatedly . 
Do you think it is justice? 
This is a story of a girl. I saw her life with my own eyes
Do any one of you think she deserve it? 
Can anyone tell why did this happened? 
Can anyone answer?

Failure

Okay this might seem non important to maximum of you but i am in a dilemma.. there's a cockroach in my room who is dying.. I think someone stepped on it. There's no chance he'll live.. i looked at him for long but i don't know what i can do . Should i kill him with insect spray or should I just leave him suffering there.. i cannot bring myself to kill it...😩
Please help.

How does one get peace? 

Hey, 
I really need to talk to someone. It would be great if you speak Arabic too.

Lonely

Today is a great morning, admire the sunrise, thank God for another day. This is you day to make things happen. Admire the little things that happen throughout your day and try to find joy in them. 

Have a great day!

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