I feel hurt and I need someone to be there for me. I have no one. No one loves me. My mom said I am burden. My father told me something’s wrong w me, I need some kind of fix. My parents say I am the problem and everything is my fault. This is not just today, they say it everyday. They make me feel like shit everyday. I am extremely hurt, so hurt to the point I feel numb. I sick and tired of this. I don’t believe in love. I don’t trust anyone. My own parents don’t love me, is it even possible that a stranger would appear out of nowhere one day and actually love me? I don’t trust or believe in anyone, not even my own self. I feel lost. Tired. And I have no energy at all. I am extremely lonely. I just want to disappear from my parents life and not be there burden anymore but idk how and till then I still have to stick w them, being a burden. I trusted my mom a lot, I had a really fucked up and messed up relationship w my father, I always knew he hated me, but mom too? It was a shock. She screamed that I am a burden to her and she don’t want me. I feel hurt and clueless and Idk what to do like shall I die? Hahahahahah
Thanks, I really needed this.
