I don't very good anymore went for my ecg for my chest pains and headaches they gave me more drugs lol there pretty sure body is just taking a while to handle the vaccine I got.



Mental Health

Number of covid cases started to increase again here in the PH because of that girl who didn't finish her quarantine and the hotel let her go out and party with friends and turns out she is positive and infected lots of people 😤😤🙄

COVID-19

i feel like i’m alone. and i’m nearly crazy to live in the pandemic era. i’m not going out from my house nearly a year. i feel like i lost my soul

Depression

Fuck you covid


Frustration

Not feeling good, everywhere covid cases and covid news! It’s overwhelming, i get anxious and feel like there’s nothing to look forward to, nothing good happening around. No conversation can cheer me up, life is just dull. 

Anxiety

Put the Covid19 Vaccine.💉Pfizer and Sputnik V 👍

It’s about my maternal grandmother. Due to being allergic, she was advised not to take covid vaccination by her doctors. 
We did an antigen covid test on her at home, it came out positive. I am really really scared. She is experiencing all the symptoms, she’s weak, I can’t stop crying ever since I got to know. She’s my everything, I can’t lose her, I can’t, I wish it was me at her place, .. she means more to me than my own mother, more than anyone in the world ..as I’m typing I’m crying endlessly. Tomorrow my family is getting her admitted in a hospital and all my friends grandparents expired after getting to the hospital, it always is bad news, I can’t sleep, I just can’t lose her .. my tears aren’t stopping what do I do I’m helpless 


3am Thoughts

I’m mad. Can’t work going on 8 weeks now. I’m self employed. Waiting 8 weeks for unemployment. Living off dwindling savings. Covid19 isn’t going anywhere for a long time. Vaccines aren’t made in a year. The shortest time it’s ever taken to make any vaccine is 4 years. They’ve been working on an AIDS vaccine for 30+ years and still nothing. There is still a lot we don’t know about covid19. This feels very bleak to me. We can’t all stay home indefinitely. Unemployment, even if you can get it, will run out. I’m mad there are still people saying it’s just the flu or even a hoax. Many of those same people will refuse to wear a mask or social distance. I’m very discouraged. Life won’t be the way it used to be for a long time. Can I ever see my family again. If I get it I hope it kills me fast so I don’t have to live in this screwed up world anymore. 


I was really into a happy mood but that didn't last long as there's lockdown from tomorrow at my boyfriend's place and I can't meet him😢
I miss him alot and it's really vulnerable being on my own. I just hope this Covid ends for once and for all🙏

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