I don't even know if even this space is enough to express all the negative feelings and thoughts that have been going on in my mind since years. I just really want to feel good and happy that I am still alive. But somehow with every passing day it's get a little more difficult. Hope this let's me breathe a little better. 

Hey sending good vibes your side, please hang in there 

It gets better. Until then just one day at a time. Sending you love. 

Child Abuse

I am really confused whether I should go for MBA or for my startup. Not able to come to any conclusion but what I know is that I have faith in my startup but still a little bit of fear is there.

College

Love is a positiveness and love means love pure love 

Love

im lonely and don’t know how to get friends and im going to high school without any real friends and i don’t know what to do cause no one really likes me but I don’t know why

Lonely

name five things that are positive today

Happy

Everybody i met was just for their needs.

Mere liye koi nahi aya kabhi 😥

3am Thoughts

Sad
I don't really know why, but I have been feeling lost and sad lately.
I am occupied with things but as so as the work I am doing is over I find myself in another place..just overthinking about each and every thing.
I need someone to talk to, someone who could actually understand.
I don't really feel like asking my friends, because this is not the first time..they would think as if I am just trying to get attention.
I have people, but I don't feel that.
I have always been a listen but now it is like at the end of the day there is nobody to listen my story.

Te deprimen 
No saben quererte
No te quieren a vos 
No saben quien sos

Depression

i have no one to talk to and now that i’m out of school for a little i have no more distractions so it feels like all of my days are blending together. i just lay in my bed all day i barely eat if so it’s one small meal i just don’t know what to do. i didn’t even know what day it was i barely get any sleep my eyes burn all im doing is overthinking and crying i just can’t do this anymore i already have depression and that makes it worse enough i didn’t think it had that much of an effect but lately it’s been getting to me and i don’t want to be here anymore it’s like a loop of misery that goes on forever i’m not interested in doing anything and i have no motivation at all, my grades have been dropping and i used to be a straight a student, i don’t do anything anymore it’s so pointless i literally have nothing to look forward to anymore there’s no reason to still be here. my grandma died on my birthday i got cheated on, used for my body idk anymore i don’t even care about those things really. i don’t need friends i guess but i would have no more distractions i don’t care about having friends because then i get attached and every friend except 1 has left me and that friend doesn’t even need me and i hate the way i look. i’m so annoying to people i’m dramatic, i have separation anxiety, social anxiety, panic disorder and mdd idek i don’t get excited to do anything anymore i just want someone to talk to or some distraction because i can’t do this anymore i’m tired.

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