i dated someone for a month and then after some time things were very complicated between us, it was on and off without dating. im still in contact with him we have decided to just stay friends. its been around 2 years since we dated, im not really able to date someone new i tried talking to a few people but it never lead that way. what am i doing wrong?

Anxiety

Bruh, I will die with suffocation today. This work ye nahi ho raha hai mujhse. Kuch bhi nahi ho raha hai. And now half hr me meeting hai leads ki, they gonna k*ll me today infront of everyone, I am the only girl in the team it will be so embarassing. I am feeling so alone now. Fuk it. I hope I don't cry there. Fuk ittttt

Work

How can someone deal with wet dreams?
I am a girl, suggest me around that.

3am Thoughts

Once u open up yourself u see theres so many people to help u out . So many people to make the hardest thing easy for for just by little talks 

Hope

Tomorrow is my exam and I am not feeling like studying anything. I haven't even prepared anything for it... I just don't feel like it... What should I do? 

Exam

So I had this good friend in my first yr of college. We met through one common Senior, we were under him for the first few months. 
We were good friends, but she was a bit introvert and I'm quite extrovert, according to her. And we didn't actually met alot of times in person mostly it was chatting. 

But somehow we stopped talking. Because somewhere I felt like she actually never listen to me, and just talk about her own, and Don give a sh_it. So we stopped talking. 

Now when she was leaving college she said, I'll miss you a lot, you are the best person I met, and I'll miss you forever. 

I was blank. Idk what to do. I texted her to meet, but she already left the college. 

I don't have emotions for her. But Idk what I feel. 

Lesson for everyone out there, Please please don't hesitate to express what ever you feel. You never know what you are missing. 

When I say "let's meet" and people actually start making plans 💀

Social interaction exhausts me😭

Friends

Agr koi ladka bhut zyada care show kare, aapko sabse zyada importance de and Har time aapki attention seek kare
But at the end bolde that we're open to look for others.... so please koi mujhe explain karega what exactly this guy is looking for??
My thoughts are maybe he's into flings and he's trying to get something from me issliye aise act Kar raha hai and second he's having feelings for me but he don't want to accept them 
Please guys do let me know your suggestions on this

Insecurity

https://spotify.link/AeP2XScJMyb
Friendship breakups hurts alott 
Like you both were bestfriends and one day you wake up and realized that its not the way it used to be...the friendship you have becomes the friendship you had...and you know that you can't d0 anything than accepting and letting go....it hurts...it hurts alot

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