Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Because i don’t matter and i probably deserve to die.

You do matter and you definitely don’t deserve to die

You’re just sympathizing. What makes you say this?

Because just a few minutes ago I read in some other conversation that the universe wouldn’t let you be here if you didn’t deserve it
I mean the words may be different but you get the gist

Why did the universe choose to hurt me?

To make you stronger to face the problems that’ll come in future
And those problems come because life is a circle of happiness and sadness and sometimes the happiness comes for the slightest moment just to go away and then the sadness stays for like a whole lot longer and it sucks but that’s life

What if something so scary happened that drove me to be suicidal?

Well then what happened? Talk about it. Maybe it’ll help , may be it won’t. Why not tell about it?

I was abused multiple times

I’m really sorry for you
Nobody deserves to face such actions 😓

They scarred me

I’m sorry to hear that
You definitely didn’t deserve it

My whole existence is a big joke. Nobody helped me deal with these recurring incidents.

People knew about it and denied you any help!!!

I can’t keep telling you again and again but what happened isn’t fair but just let your frustrations and words come out here
Honestly I have no clue what I can say instead of telling you that I’m sorry and now you are not alone in this you can talk about with me or other people on this app
We’re with you every step of the way to healing and I know this hurts but you can cope with everyone here and they will help

I just woke up from a nightmare a while back. I just lost my calm.

It may not seem preferable right now but I have read somewhere that if you have a nightmare you should write it down and change the end and decide how you would like it to end and rehearse it before going to sleep
I know it’s too painful to remember it but if it doesn’t go away from your mind try doing this
See if it helps