I am literally facing mid life crisis and loneliness at the same time 

You are not alone Dost. We all have doubts, and struggle to make through the day. 

Talk to me, or anyone. Share what is bugging you, it will bring some perspective. 

Apply this - go to you tube search Ramdev yoga, open whatever is there. Do it for 10 minutes. Do what he says and keep your brain aside. If this helps you keep going, if not you should at least do 1 minutes 

It's a Saturday but I have nothing to do.

Lonely

So just now i saw a post about someone's look and stuff over here.
I am also not confident about the way i look. And this thing is killing me somehow.

I am a girl. I am 19 years old. I am 5'6".
But according to people i don't look 19, they say i look older. And this is why i feel embarrassed going out around people.  either its my relatives or friends even just normally going out for something. 
It hurts me when people says i look older then my age😞

Self Love

Rooth kr humse kabhi jab chle jaoge tum.....

Heart is in pain, what can I do...... friendship break up is real 💔 have you experienced this pain before? If yes, I hope you are coping well. If no, I wish you all good and never encounter this. 

Breakup

does anyone here play bullet fire (bullet hell / danmaku) games?

Other

so just now I got a notification on my phone that my ex had posted something on Facebook and I went on to see it, I don't know why I did that but I did it. there I saw that he had posted something flirty and funny that could relate to somebody and I checked the comments where I saw him flirting in a comment with another new person and that gave me a mini heart attack😀. It's been almost 7 months since we broke up and I thought I had erased him completely out of my heart but guess what? I think I haven't, I know this may happen to many but when I'm feeling it myself it hurts heavy. 
we were together for almost 5 years, he saw me through my thick and thin, and trust me we loved each other for real, very much. Nothing was a lie from both of us, not even once but circumstances were so that our relationship became a long-distance one and suddenly things changed. I wanted his attention, I constantly sought validation, I used to cry every day, I pushed so hard to make things work between us, I put so much effort I jeopardized my mental health for us to be together, I tried and tried so very much but you know what! he didn't do as much as I did for us. I gave up after I tried to save us thousands of times but he gave up even before trying. once just for once, I wanted to see him making effort for me, for us I wanted to see his will to keep me in his life but I never saw that, and let me tell you that hurts like hell. It's not that he didn't love me but he gave up, he gave up too early on our relationship problems. I was only the one trying and when I realized I was giving too much and was getting nothing in return but only stress and tears I finally left and then also he didn't even try to stop me. 
Now I see him trying to court another girl, that literally broke my heart even though I knew this time would come but I guessed I loved him so hard that no matter what I do a small piece of him will always remain in me. 

I've been best friends with this guy for a very long time now. A week back, he accused me of 'playing the victim'. Before this, he's said other things like I play mind games, and I'm manipulative. I know he's pretty rude, he always has been. He calls this being honest and doesn't understand the difference between being rude, and being honest. I get that. But he knows my family issues, he knows that he also faces the same issues a lot of times. Then how can he judge me when I never judged him for the same? Everyone judges him but I always stuck by him and supported him. Not once did I let him feel lonely or demotivated. All I ask for is the same support. Is it too much to ask for? And am I really the one who's wrong here? Someone please help. 

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