I am fed up of rejections. Nothing is left in my life except rejections. I wake up to get a new rejection. About the recent almost 1000+ people got selected. I worked pretty hard on it but couldn't 

I realise that. And this is what makes me both motivated and demotivated at the same time

yes I have chances but I need to prove that I am a suitable candidate. I need to skill up. Motivations fall short sometimes. I still need to grind. I can't lose the hope. 

Career

When something bad happens to me I always look for some explanation. And even so much so that I blame trivial things like - "This song I listened to, which is out of the regular, made my teacher annoyed at me" or "I ate this bread, and maybe because of that my brain is not working properly today"
I Don't know, I just try to make sense of things which have almost little to no reasoning 

3am Thoughts

Hey , I'm out here trying to find a like minded person to have long deep conversations. To share and fear no judgment and I'm open to anyone who wants to talk about anything on a deeper level. 
- Aishwarya.

Is there still true love left in this world. My parents did love marriage but now they don't love each other. Does love fades after marriage or some years. Is unconditional love not real. I hope someone can share their experiences regarding this. 

Love

I just want to talk with someone 
After covid i felt isolated and recently I noticed I have developed speaking issue's

Today I feel okay I think, the weather here is great and I think this is going to be my day.
I still wanna go but I can't, I just can't leave my family and start a new life. I am to young to do what I want. I wanna be an age where I can be free like a teenager but make decisions like an adult.
I don't wanna pay taxes, I don't wanna live by a book full of rules. I wanna be me for once.
We only live once and the government makes it hard to live my life if all I do is care about marriage and kids and what I am going to be later.
I just wanna have freedom, I have the rights to be free but still I feel trapped in a hole.

Stress

With every bite or spoon of food, I feel like k!lling myself lol. I'm sorry, I know that the world has food scarcity and I am grateful for having access to food, water and almost everything in life. 

But I cannot stop feeling this way. I hate that I feel hungry and that even if I try not to eat, my body asks for food. 

I wish I didn't get hungry, I don't like myself right now. I wish I didn't look the way I did. No matter how many people say I look cute, beautiful and that I have lost some weight, I can't feel that about myself. 

I wish I wasn't like this. 

Body Dysmorphia

Good morning guys!! Hope your morning wull be happy ☕🌞
Its ok if no is with you. 
You and you can make this morning beautiful 😁

Gratitude

Should i talk to one of my frnd .
Actually its been months we didnt message each other.i was not in mood to talk to her so i didnt initiate earlier .she used to msg me what happens  to me .
I have so many issues in my mind which i not intrested to discuss to anyone .but whenever we had chat she started asking me such question which makes me feel sad.thats why i keep distancing from her for months .now i don't know 
I Want her to message me or phone call. 
If i call her idk may be she'll not pick .
Idk what to do.? 
Btw 
Happy frindship day to everyone. 

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