I am 20M and i have vitiligo. Initially I thought it would get alright in 3-4 months but it's been a year and I'm tired of waiting. I'm fucking tired and depressed . I feel like why it happened to me , did I do something wrong? I already had a lot of insecurities and this sure blew up everything and made me so worse.
I just don't know if i could ever be happy.

I know but i couldn't get to accept myself. I don't know why it's so hard.

Hey acceptance is something so important. I know people who have vitiligo, and they are totally embracing it. You are still young don't waste your time in worrying about it, I know it is so freaking hard but accepting your own self brings alot of change. 

I don't know what the solution is but pls go see a doctor maybe 

Insecurity

LATELY,  I FEEL LIKE I'M AT MY LOWEST. I DON'T WANT TO GET UP TO BED, I DON'T SHOWER, AND MY ROOM IS A FUCKING MESS THAT IT SMELLS ROTTEN BECAUSE I HAVEN'T CLEAN UP FOR WEEKS.

TODAY, I'M CLEANING UP EVERYTHING BUT I FEEL TIRED ALREADY BECAUSE I KNOW IT WILL JUST COME BACK. EVERYTHING WILL BECOME OVERWHELMING AGAIN THEN I'LL STOP FUNCTIONING. 

IT'S A CYCLE AND I HATE THIS FEELING. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? HOW DO I GET OUT FROM THIS?

I'M SO TIRED OF LIVING LIKE THIS. WTF IS WRONG WITH ME. 

Confusion

Don't know how people are so much energetic. I take classes and come back to my room. 

i just have a question is it okay to be vulnerable with someone?


3am Thoughts

S, I’d like to confirm some art related matters with you in mandarin. Are you here or on teleg?

I actually have no idea how im feeling..but i can surely say that even a small thing is seriously affecting me so bad..i dont know how to handle..small thing in the sense not eating the food i wanted to eat today is distrubing me , that make me sad , stressed . I can only be able to relive only when i eat the food i wanted..i know this the small thing and i know if i cant eat today i can eat tommorow but still this is affecting me today..i actually tried many different ways to distract myself but i never became happy..what is the reason and why am i like this

Stress

They don't see the late nights and early mornings. They don't see the painstaking care that you put into your work. They don't see when it's unglamorous. When it isn't pretty. They don't see the long hours when you do the exact same thing over and over again in order to make it just right. Every day, you're doing things that nobody sees. You're working in silence. Investing your time and energy into this vision you can't get out of your head. And every day, you're showing up for yourself with no guarantees that it's ever going to lead you anywhere. Nobody's watching you, crowning you with praise and adoration. Nobody's giving you awards for your commitment and consistency. There is no applause. But one day, you're going to look back on these moments, and you'll know that this is why you made it. You weren't lucky. It didn't just fall into your lap. You chose it. You sacrificed for it. You built it. And you didn't just stumble upon your success - you succeeded on purpose.

Growing Up

What should I do if someone continuously call me completely useless or born with no use..?

Domestic Abuse

i have everything in my life but sometimes i feel stuck , anixious, i face this problem since my childhood and i run away from situation.but this time if i choose to run away then i will.lose everything that i have achived till now and will go into deep depression plz suggest whar to do ...and I'm a very confused

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