Hi, I left my previous job due to some medical reasons. It was non technical job and I always had interested in doing some technical work. After leaving my previous job which was my first job actually I started learning programming language also learn some freamwork build few projects but still I don’t have any confidence. I have fear of rejection. Whenever i tried to apply for interview Thought comes to my mind that I am not prepared. Now I am into depression because my parents they are expecting a lot from me. My financial condition is not very good. I completed my graduation by taking education loan. During my college days me and my mom used to iron clothes for other people to earn something extra. I am getting a lots of sucidal thoughts. I am very confused. Please suggest me what to do!
Alexandra @capt
Try looking for a mentor at the school you went to. But before you do that try to see a therapist or look to talk to someone. Life is already difficult and you dont have to do it alone.
