**for you**

Lets be clear
Not everything required your energy
NOT EVERYONE DESERVES YOU....

So take care of yourself throughout the day ....✨✨✨✨

Mental Wellbeing

How many deaths have you died to be so strong?

How many times have you screamed to be so silent?

-Steffi

3am Thoughts

I'm overwhelmed by my situation and feels burdensome.. 🙂

Mental Health

People I need the bad bitch energy..kindly hype me up!

Dreams

Help if you can!
I am not feeling to do the things these days which can help me in better mental health or something to work on self-love or care. I don't like how I have turned myself into this saddest person slowly when I was the happy person to be around. Earlier, I didn't use to talk much to people, but when I got advised to open up and talk to people more, I feel I just get used by people, people just trick me with their fakeness, this even drowning me more when I thought yes I got people like me more say good friends,  our thoughts, vibes match, etc, But no, all I get is I am the dumb person to be around.
Other than that, it's a very important phase of my life soon I will be getting out of my college and gotta find jobs in corporates and I find myself at the worst level now where I shouldn't be, when I should be working on my skills which will land me a job, but I fall into this deep hole.

Life

Running is the greatest metaphor for life because you get out of it what you put into it.

I feel like nothing is left for me in this world, like I'm falling apart, and there's no one to pick me up. I feel like I don't belong in this world. I don't remember the last time I was actually happy. I'm hurting, and hurting myself, and everything just keeps getting worse, nothing seems to be right, my life is falling apart. And I don't know what to do. 

Depression

I wear a bracelet cause I love to.
But even that irritates me when it gets stuck on my forearm and I couldn't slide it back down to my wrist.

This is not about a bracelet :)

Getting sensitive makes life hard.

Exhausted

feeling lonely and need someone to talk to :( my life has really been a mess. there's so much going on in every aspect. work is a mess, my relationships are a mess. I'm always feeling lonely because even my friends don't talk to me anymore. I have to keep chasing them and it just feels so one-sided, like im the only one willing to put in an effort. I have no one to talk to about all of this either. im everyday fighting with my family, and it's been hell living at home. im feeling lonely, need someone to talk to. I feel like there is literally no one I can turn to right now. every night before I go to sleep, I have all these thoughts in my head that result in a spiral. it is like my eyes are so tired and heavy, and my body keeps asking me to sleep, making me drowsy and what not but my brainn is just so awake that I cant fall asleep at all. I tried therapy too but I havent been able to find a therapist yet that suits me. I try telling my parents ans sister about it but they keep telling me im doing drama and being too sensitive for no reason. I literally keep feeling so lonely because have no one to talk to. they know im depressed still they keep saying all of this to me. who do I talk to about all of this when the people I thought I could turn to also dont seem to understand me and my struggles? I told my mom, work is stressful she said just leave the job. how is that a solution??? what do I do?

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