Everything has its pace set. We achieve nothing by hurrying things. It's the same case with our career. We achieve nothing but failure if we don't move with a gradual pace. 

Work

I think my body is deteriorating. I feel occasional chest pains. But all these are due to my ungrateful lifestyle. I am killing my own self slowly. 

3am Thoughts

I'm scared something bad will happen in my life and i won't be able to survive that..and that feeling is making me sick and causing so much damage to my mental health..idk what to do😖

I’m tired (physically and emotionally) and broke and stressed. I work three jobs just to get by and whenever i need to vent these emotions, to my family or my fiancé i end up hurting someone or saying something I’ll regret. 
I’m tired of living pay check to pay check, but i feel like I’ll never get out. Sometimes i feel like its my fault and i worry that one day People will get just as tired of the stress as i am and I’ll be alone and broke. I already feel i need to be careful with expressing how i feel because i often get angry and say the wrong thing when i do. I’m not suicidal, I fear the Lord too much that. However i do feel useless and cursed at times.  I’m not even sure what this site is, I’m at my 3rd job I’m the overnight shift and I’ve barely slept the last two days. I guess i just wanted to yell (type) into the void, for a few seconds before i get back to work. Sorry for any typos, i don’t really have the Time or motivation to look over it

Man i can’t even seem to find the right tag on this site that fits what I’m posting :/ i did the best i could with the options they had

An overwhelming sadness that doesn't seem to have an end. It's not depression. It's worse. A sense of indifference that's all pervading. I can't feel a sense of joy. I'm anxious for no reason. Is it because the people around me are fearful about their families and the deaths that are happening? Or is my mind playing tricks? I need to vent out my feelings loud. I talk to my friends and time seems good, as it would be before COVID times. Once the call ends, I get gloomy. No amount of browsing or watching YT videos are of any help. I feel lonely even when I am around people, people who are my dear friends, who support me morally and emotionally. Things are looking bleak. I've become like a headless chicken trying to find a way where nothing is seen. Talking helps but only temporarily. What is the solution? On the outside, I am a strong person. People depend on me. On the inside, there's this devil that slowly gnawing at my soul. I don't want to just exist. I want to live. I want to experience the miracle of life. It just isn't happening. Everyday I pray for happiness. It's becoming more and more elusive. Am I not thinking the right way? What is the right way of thinking and living?

One Sided Love

I can say I’m ok. I can help others and give them advice yet I don’t even listen to what I tell them. I’m so tired I can’t even attempt getting better. When I have just enough energy to try I fail and end up in a darker place than before. It’s common to give advice and not accept it but how do I overcome it? How do I get out of my own way? What is the first step?

Mental Wellbeing

All I be everyday whole day is hopeless, anxious, irritated and depressed, that's just not who I want to be, but I don't have will or any motivation left to fight. I've become so good in faking that I don't know now whether I'm faking everything or is everything happening inside is real. I get such strong impulses to just not exist and rather die. I don't want to die but I see no point in living like this. I have friends and family who love me but I can't even talk to them. I don't know what I'm doing? How am I going to live? What will I do? What's happening to me?

Lonely

I used to feel sad but now I just feel numb. I have people who I love more than myself and they have so many expectations from me and I don't want to let anyone down but in all this I've lost myself and now I'm too tired to look for me again! I'm 21 and I'm already done with this life!! 

I feel like something is going on but don’t know what… and some people want me to fall in love with some body everywhere I go… but i know is something fishy going on and don’t do nothing…. And the thing is that I don’t feel that important. 

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