Do you feel anxious while being romantic with your partner? Like how other person is feeling about it..!

Love

Only those people should comment who are actually doing this thing -

What are the matrimony apps/websites you’re currently using to find your partners? Which one is more better in all aspects? 
I’ve started this thing and want to have an clear idea abt it.
Also should we go with premium subscriptions into that? 

Any other app/website which can help better?

Thanks ! 

Confusion

I got to know that my boyfriend believes in black magic and I suddenly feel like I don't know him at all.
I don't believe in black magic and I think is baseless and stupid to believe in that. Maybe my ideology is different than his but idk how to accept this.
It's not like he practices it. He saw someone use it on some person and he thinks it worked. 
I feel it's insane to believe in it. The idea itself cringes me. What should I do? How should I overlook this? Or should I? Is it worth it? Especially in 21st century.

Boyfriend

felling terrible not able to control my tears and my mom and brother are next to me 
few days back i felt that i am pressuring my boyfriend because of my mental health so i decided to change and everyday i was seeing  progress i started being good and making him feel good and not talking about my mental health to him and started sharing here but today he told whatever i am doing is making him feel its unnatural it broke my heart.......

I always feel like there is this big picture that reveals everything about my life, and is hidden in somewhere. It makes my kife feel like a video game where that you can create theories about. And it starts to make more sense when I think about the people around me, and how terrifying hypocrites they are. They think they are the best, and therefore manipulate everyone around them, thus making them look a lot more innocent than they actually are. No one figured this out yet, so I am the only one... They think they don’t care about people but dude, you don’t care about yorself in the first place. And yes, it may be really easy to manipulate this world. Actually, it is humiliating to know how easy it is to seem better than you are, or basically turning the phrase of “being pretencious” to your reason of living. But is it really worth it to do that? Well, I am dealing with being  a failure, not as good as other people and having to think a lot more than other people and you just come there, spitting nonsense and acting weird, manipulating and making people think that you are, in fact “cooler” than average and get all the attention. But no, I am not falling for this. I learned all of this the hard way, and if the same thing happens to another people, and I have to feel sorry for them, I would definetely regret it. The last time I had a proper conversation with him, he said he wasn’t the person he “used to be” when I made a joke about him being more innocent than he seemed. It was weird at first, but then it got even weirder. So you choose to act nonsense, get into girls using your intelligence and looks, heck, he even got a girlfriend that he didn’t even liked! Just to look cool, he did these. And after all of the things I had to go through, I still have to be “careful on my words” even though I didn’t say anything wrong. There is no going back right now. If he didn’t actually changed his actions and behaivors on purpose or without a plan, then why would he agree with it himself? If he used his intelligence to help me with my studies instead, the results would be a lot better, both on me and the people we know. I think there are still things I have to go through in order to acknowlege, but therefore, I know I won’t let this make me weaker than I am know. Do you guys think I am doing it wrong?

Relationships

I guess this mood disorder messed my whole life until today..kal kisne dekha..

Adulting

Was that Tara's love or her guilt that made to hold onto ved constantly through the years?????

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