do you ever have the desire to be comforted by the people who never did years ago bc you pushed them away and distanced yourself without telling them why and you no longer feel that way anymore because it’s been years and you’re “over it” but because you never told anyone why you were suffering you still wish you could talk about it with them and get that hug you always needed but never got. For your past self, even if ur okay right now and think you don’t need it anymore. Because it’s hard to move on when you never let those feelings out, but it feels like it wouldn’t make sense to bring it up now, it’d only be like re-opening a wound.
that’s how i feel rn :/
Yeah i can understand that feeling that’s very worst
It feels good that we r not alone suffering.