All the praise seems so fake. It seems meaningless when I am unable to take the responsibilities. Why should it all fall on me? 
I want my own praise. Meaning , I want to be proud of myself and not be dependent on others’ praises, because those change like the wind 

3am Thoughts

The worst part is the person who says they love you and starts taking to you nice whenever they need something from you and treats you like a trash when they don't need you. How can they be soo rude and don't even feel sorry for hurting.
 I don't know what to do. Idk how to overcome from this situation and the person. I don't want to loose him. I want to change him. But it's impossible when he doesn't want to change. I always makes me feel guilty even for his mistakes. He never ever agree that he has done a mistake. 😭😭 It's hurting me alot every day and night i cry alot. I haven't even slept these days. Its been an emotional torture. I can't deal with it. 

Emotional Abuse

Bored.. Anybody there ? 

Frustration

Your result decides how you will be treated and loved. (Accepted fact) 

Failure

(What I am going to say is about men/boys! I don’t know who’s going to give me hate for this and I don’t give a single fuck if you do because that’ll mean you’re a ducking sexist mf but I’ve been thinking about it a lot.)

I’ve seen a lot of people saying things like « Men/Boys cant get raped » « Men/Boys can’t get uncomfortable with a woman compliment them » « Men/Boys don’t have any feelings » « Men/Boys always hurt girls » « Men/Boys don’t understand girl’s feelings » and it really pisses me off. Because do yall even realise how ducking hard it is to live as guy that gets judged because a girl got heartbroken by someone else? Do yall realise guys can get uncomfortable? Do yall realise guys can get their feelings hurt but they don’t want to open up because most of the time women/girls say it isn’t true or they say to « suck it up ». Or when I see people taking a women’s side in a r@p€ situation just with the excuse « He liked it. His d!ck was hard ». Like come on people! Open your eyes! Your body reacts to their touch. Their mind says no but their body says otherwise BECAUSE ITS A NORMAL DUCKING REACTION FROM THE BODY. I see/hear so many comments like that every day and I hate it. 

YES I know women/girls also have that problem, but they can talk about it and get the ducking world to believe them. MEN/BOYS CANT BECAUSE OF STEREOTYPES THAT GIVE THEM A FAKE FACE. YES, I also know women/girls sometimes can’t talk about it either but stop trying to make this them. I’m trying to raise awareness about men and boys stereotypes. 

I’m really sorry to see what the world has come to and as a teen I apologise for future behaviour towards you men/boys. A lot of you don’t deserve that and you should speak up more often. I’m a 100% going to have your back and I hope people will too. 

Also, please stop gender wars about who has it more difficult or easier. They’re pointless and I don’t see why. 

(This was written by a 14 years old girl that knows better than a lot of people who believe stereotypes and don’t get how fucked up the world has become) 

Compassion

does anyone listen to lofi here, can you share some good with me


Music

So jaane do kal church bhi jaana he .....

Love

Can I anyone suggest external hard drive to buy or SSD is better if yes let me know which one and which company should i buy

my bf's mum kinda disagree with him choosing me when he showed my pic. and then he told me to fix my skin colour to be lighter to be okay. is that normal? 

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