After days of boredom and unproductivety, I finally got new hope and path to work hard for my future. So i am feeling so positive and enthusiasm. 

I am glad that you feel that way! Keep it up 

Motivation

Trying my best to take the road that would help me end up somewhere, making me feel present and what not yet the moment I near to my destination, I feel distanced and give up halfway, making it further tough to show who you are and have the fear of losing something precious.

Mental Wellbeing

बस्ती बस्ती घोर उदासी पर्वत पर्वत खालीपन, मन हीरा बेमोल बिक गया घिस घिस रीता तनचंदन, इस धरती से उस अम्बर तक दो ही चीज़ गज़ब की है, एक तो तेरा भोलापन है एक मेरा दीवानापन.

#dr.k.vishwas

Happy

I don't know how to say it I was in relationship then we brokeup because I asked for it due to physical violence but he say that he is not going to give me break up then I blocked him but he always came and apologies so i forgive him and become frnd with him now he was acting like before making me feel that I can't do anything and I don't care for my parents what should I do he always point fingers at me


Boyfriend

Why was I even born if my parents had to leave me. 
Back story- my parents got separated when I was 7 n I stayed with my dad till I was 10 n I was sent to boarding school n now my dad barely sees me. I'm pretty sure that I haven't met him in 3 years. 

3am Thoughts

Some quick tips for managing stress and anxiety..
1.  Relax and take deep breaths
2. Use Affirmations 
3. Do one task at a time.
4. Take Baby Steps
5. Use a planner for noting things down and plan out the task.

Anxiety

Hi
My head is a weird place. It creates scenarios -which either are the worst case or attention seeking from the people I talk to. And therefore I start spinning a lie in real life which looks closest to it. Hence altering major changes in the relationship dynamics around me

Ex: my roommate has been sick for two days, and I have been caring for her. Today I was telling this to another person (let him be X) I told him I was in a hospital for my roommate's check up. I even made up the details for it. While in reality she was resting in the hostel room right beside me and we never went to the hospital. 

Ik this was an attention seeking attempt. I really want to stop this. Please help.

Cheating

**hyped up**

Life

Bas ek bar socha tha koi sab kuchh chhodne ka sahas to kare mere liye. Don't I deserve this much? Bas ek bar I wanted to feel valued and loved and very important. Thank God ab meri ye ichha bhi khatm ho gyi.

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