Angelica @reinajt_97
Youβre hard to love. But thatβs gotta be a lie because loving you is like breathing. I can only think about you. Not being able to feel you by my side at night makes it hard for me to rest. But I want the best for you. So I respect the boundaries and space you place between us. I want to help you through your hard times. But you suffer alone and I feel so much weight from all of this distance. Iβm watching as you break down and though weβre in the same room, itβs like an impenetrable clear barrier separates us. I wish you believed me when I say, βIβm here for you, no matter what.β And I wish you would let me in. But instead you walk this line, all alone, between barely breathing and giving up. And what if you cross it? What if I never stop being consumed by this need to help you, to heal you? What if I never accept or learn that itβs not my place, nor am I capable, nor is it ok for me to be so cocky? But what if Iβm doomed to always believe, or dare I say, hope that my love could help you feel better? What if I decide I donβt want to exist anymore? What if I canβt accept this isnβt about me?
Dear stranger, the person you are talking about β¦is am sure finding a way to coop with there issuesβ¦ please give them time and some reassuranceβ¦there inner child is sacred and theyβll understand your concern and love β¦ eventually donβt criticize yourselfβ¦<3
Angelica @reinajt_97
I think youβre right. I really appreciate your words <3.
hey u r strong
Angelica @reinajt_97
Thank you π₯Ί I appreciate it hearing that.
we can talk