Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

You were so sweet and innocent and perfect but I knew that if I was ever in your life I would ruin it
You didn’t need someone who was groomed and rworded when they were 14 and got yelled at everyday and didn’t have a nice family to be your step family
You deserve someone who was stable, who could bring you into her loving family during the holidays
Who wouldn’t ruin your pure mind with their unstable bullshit and has as much drive and intelligence as you
It isn’t me, I’m convoluted and tangly, a complete mess
And so although I think about you everyday and what might have been, and how I will forever regret not being there to hear all about your lovely life, your intricate thoughts and desires, which I would love to know
I am so glad that you were never truely touched by my darkness and I hope that you meet someone as incredible as you