You have purpose. You are important. You are so needed on this earth. Please don’t ever give up. You are such a light.

Keep this thought alive in every situation.

This post gives hope to so many of us out there. More power and love to you. 

Mental Health

 alfaazo ki chadr bna kr uuu bicha diye hai tumhare kadmo mai
ki jb tum chlo inn pr 
ki jb tum chlo inn pr
to mahobadt tumhe ho ya na ho
pr ehsaas tumhe ho ki chahne vala vo aj bhi ek hi hai lakho mai 
- dil-e-dastaaan
       ❤

Love

Tumhare haathon mein sirf “tumhara haath” hai.

Kisi aur ka nahi!

Toh apne haathon pe focus karo.🌼

“Let them do whatever they want. At least you do what you like”

Guilt and Shame...I popped off at my friend with frustration. I felt insecure and defensive...

Insecurity

I feel like I am ugly cuz i haven't got any matches on  dating apps xD

3am Thoughts

My brother had a minor surgery today. At the time I had to pick him up, my girl is sick and needs me to pick her up. I couldn’t do both at the same time, so My plan was to get my bro, then her and get everyone home. Before I could leave work early, my girl is home. No warning, nothing. Now her moms is mad she had to pay for an Uber to get her home when I could of did it. Bruh!!! I tried to Olay “Superman” and save everyone, but hated  cus I’m not “God”. FML. 

Stress

Am i a disco dancer??

Pathetic. I don't think there is a word or if any word even means anything. Everything is meaningless. I feel rage. EVERYDAY. uncontrollable rage at my life and self. I have begun to HATE and LOATHE the idea of humanity and life. 

Am not a child but I think I didn't learn the tools to cope and now as a fully grown adult am as good as a child, probably worse. Life wasn't supposed to be this. I wasn't supposed to be this. 

Earlier I tried to fight this feeling of being lost and losing out on life and people coz of my thinking. But after 7+ years I doubt I have anything left to try. I tried all extremes- prayed, did spiritual healing, fought and stayed away and blamed my old parents for my misery, lost precious time with family, drinking, over working, trusting other people despite my bad experiences, counseling etc. I tried to kill myself too and realised am a coward and killing yourself takes a lot more than just being sad. So now am stuck. Without a job, without a partner, with ageing parents I have burdened with blame and guilt so they cannot do anything for me. They have freezed and all the people around me freeze when I talk. I scream/yell at times coz everything screams inside with anger. So I get why people stay away. So lost right now. I just stare and feel the pain. Hoping it will pass eventually. It has to right? It has to. 

I don't know I ranted. Got zero hope at this point with myself or the idea of life. I don't know. 

The reality of being a nerd according to me is that ur overall personality got detoriated in that process

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