You could give a man the blueprint to success in every domain. And yet he won’t succeed. Why? Because he simply can’t imagine himself as being successful, happy, and living a fulfilled life. Please don’t become this man.

Aaina Dvivedi

True AF 
Have seen many ruining themselves for nothing 

Maybe it's due to lack of confidence,will power.In my point everyone is capable of anything,there's no boundation,if they want.We have enough examples in Human Society.

Self Harm

I never craved peace like I do now.
I don't wanna wake up bothered, angry, bitter, no negative energy or thoughts.
I just want to be happy and at peace with everything.

3am Thoughts

Exercise should be regarded as a tribute to the heart. 

Mental Wellbeing

Today I had class via zoom with Amercians students. I never ever in my whole life had met a sucha jadgemental people. We were divaded to qroup to answer some qeoiutions and speak/" communicate"  after waching somthing, we had one amercian student with us. BTW I NEVER NEVER!!!! SPEAK FIRST IN A CONVI,  it doesn't make me feel same, it only makes me wanna cry and a lots of discomfort. I HAD to speak, becuase that guy approach was bad, just the jedgment. 

Not only that but after I spoke and went back that guy tolled them about my idea but he added some stuff I DON'T EVEN BELEIVE THEM. And the fact that I am the smallest of them all. Shame shame and then shame. Lets say age doesn't matter I HAVE FREAKING ISSUES. I cried afterword, what else I can do???!?.  I can't express myself I have lots and dozen of issues!!! Give me time or at least dont .let.me.speak firsttttt.U can't just say that person said that and add some spice to ur cpeach as if I said then and say them. U look like the type of people who will not speak then blam it at everyone.( sorry about the spelling I am mad, sad, angry red tomato) btw the stares of a blue eyed guy oooof! Just  staring into ur soul and break it.



College

One very important thing that I learnt today is that when you notice a red flag in any person or any relationship or even friendship - Don't stay quiet.
 
If it bothered you even a bit, don't let it slip by. Tell that person and discuss it out. If you let it slide, they'll keep on repeating the same thing again and again and finally when you'll get tired of it and lash out one day, they will not understand where you're coming from. They'll just be like, "But I've been doing this since so long and you never had a problem with it before?"
 
So, remember to stand up for yourself and don't let people take you for granted.

Mental Health

Anyone attending Cognitive behavioral therapy, I am thinking to start this.

Anxiety

	11/20/2021
	ENTRY #1

Good morning to all the train wrecks and dumpster fires, 
It has been roughly 43 days since my life took a radical shift, the last month and a half has been a rollercoaster ride, but not the fun adrenaline high kind, the kind that you find half price tickets on groupon for… the one that you would expect to see in a Mexican restaurant parking lot ran by Sheila and her pet monkey with an eye patch. If ya feel me. It has been mostly downs…. Not many ups. However, this morning I woke up, drove home (or what used to be home) (more like a temporary shelter now) My son was still sweetly sleeping snuggled in the “master” bed when I arrived around 6:30 am (on a Saturday), as I stood beside the king size bed my ex and I spent the last 7 years sharing, I realized for the first time I didn’t want to set the damn thing on fire, that I had absolutely no emotion toward it other than “look how handsome that little dude I am so lucky enough to be blessed with is” he was snoozing, mouth wide open just like his momma! 
Is this a turning point? Did I make it through the denial stage? Is it that I know when this is all said and done, I know there’s life out there waiting for me? Fuck if I know… but I know that for today, it felt good to simply just feel okay (ish).

I don’t know what you are currently going through, what you have been through, or what you may go through, but I know that you will have your day where you don’t feel like you got donkey kicked in the forehead and you can breathe a little more. So, hang in there! 

From one fellow “I can’t keep my shit together”, to the next!
Laters.


Confusion

There is that girl, some month ago, we  were like a lover without being in relationship because she said she was not ready. I understood her and i accept her decision but we still flirted. Then one day, she suddenly told me that she dont wanna continue to flirt with me because our love is kindda impossible (Distance) so we better stay friends. I accepted that too. But now, she totally ignore me since a week ago and i ask her why, but she is not responding at all. It really make me sad ,i miss her and i love her but i can t do anything. I am feeling so empty... 

How many are going for movie reincarnated as a slime 

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