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Akash 

Life

i am sick and tired of having to take the stress and feel bad for things that I'm not able to get done or do good at. i am going to start organising my life and getting it back on track. the lockdown has taken a toll on me, productivity-wise and now I am NOT going to let it get to me. i have lost my sense of self, my confidence, my self esteem, my self worth, my self faith, my enthusiasm, my work ethic, my focus. but now I am working. working towards regaining all that I have lost. covid-19 can go to hell.

I like my brothers friend…




3am Thoughts

Just having a rough day. Not sure about  what to do or where to go. I’m feeling a little helpless and confused. I feel like I’ve disappointed a lot of people in my life lately. I just hate this feeling. It’s eating me up. Just thought I’d share my thoughts. 

Mental Health

I have this friend of mine who actually had a really bad opinion about LGBTQ+ community. We got into an argument and I blocked him and cut of my ries with him. But i feel like I have cut off an important part off me. And feel so lonely. I think I should have tried educating him rather than boiling up and fighting. Now I really want to reconcile with him. As I am really unhappy without him and I have only a few special friends circle of which he was a part of. What should I do? How should I do?😭😭😭

Friends

I know friends are an important part of our life. I have also heard that a person should have atleast one friend with whom he/she can talk freely without any masks on. In spite of knowing all these I want to just stay content with being alone. I don't want to get close to anyone irrespective of the gender. I have gradually cut off all the bonds that were special to me at a time. Sometimes when I recall the memories with them it disturbs my mindset and I dive into the pool of overthinking and procrastination, which gradually eats up the peaceful mindset. How do I avoid getting into this loop?

Ok listen ngl some people are kinda creepy here and it’s getting annoying. Can we all please just not make other people feel uncomfortable? Let’s not do that.

Society

I am feeling fucking so irritated rn bcz of one person that is my bestfriend her changed behaviour bcz she got a boyfriend and that guy is stuck in someone else feeling bcz of him we almost fight daily my friend is now finding me irritating even a small thing i do she finds it irritating and i am always trying to save the friendship but she is making it impossible i cannot like i cannot take it anymore .. she made me so vunerable rn i even fucking cried for like i cried i have never cried for anyone like this .. people say i  sweet and innocent that why they always take advantage of it . And i am feeling like this bcz we live together me and my “bestfriend” i am writing it in quotes bcz i dont think it would last anymore .. i literally see everything in front of my eyes and everynight goes out with him and comes by midnight but yesterday she stayed at home and was having dinner with me but also that time is she was countinouly on phone and was saying i am tired i dont wanna tall i was wtf and then she was listening to some sad songs i was like if u gonna go out go out and if u are staying at home why u are making me feel that thing i cam fucking go on and on but i cannot i am done but i am not able to move on bcz i am not able to make it i am not able to become rude please fucking please help me anyone 

Insecurity

I hate living with my parents. They do provide for me, but they don’t actually help my emotional needs. Whenever I try to share something, I get yelled at. I really hope that I can move away from them because they do nothing to help my mental health. Every time I try to confide in them about my suicide attempts, I get told that my life is so good so why should I attempt suicide. I feel like what I’m going through is just for attention and that it’s not valid anymore. I’m just tired.

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